Thursday, March 29, 2007
Had full dress rehearsal @ CJC today. Although I prefer Drama to having to stay in class for lessons (duh), the rehearsal was very very brain taxing. I am a devil that's too fierce and one who has anger issues to deal with. lol. I do not know how to taunt people!
Results for Common Tests are out and my results are pweh [i do not have any proper word in my vocabulary bank that can describe it]. Gotta work harder. =[
Additional Mathematics: 74.3 [A2]
Combined Humanities: total: 63.4 [B4]
Elect Geography: 45
Social studies: 81.8
Chemistry: 84 [A1]
English: 60 [B4]
Higher Chinese: 68.6 [B3]
English Literature: 56 [C5]
Elementary Mathematics: 77.1 [A1]
Physics: 82 [A1]
L1R5: 11
Phooey. As usual, gotta step on literature and both languages. Elect Geog was a slip though. Jiayou to me. Once SYF's over I'll work double hard!
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire,
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations
Because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge.
Because it will build your strength and character.
Be thankful for your mistakes
They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary
Because it means you've made a difference.
It is easy to be thankful for the good tings.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles
and they can become your blessings.
and i shall do her test also.
list out 12 stuffs that shows how fortunate u are :
1) i've SBM Youth
2) i've weiyi, klyn, javier, sheena, sarah and a lot of wonderful friends
3) i've chocolates
4) i've music
5) i've faith
6) i've someone there for me
7) i've got a computer
8) i got a slight bit of intelligence
9) i've got a life
1o) i've happiness
11) i've commitments
12) i've objectives
I had a real good time @ 5:26 PM
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
This may sound unreasonable, but I'm still going to say it.
Holidays burn me out.
The school is unreasonable. There's more lessons and activities without breaks and there's longer hours and there's a mountain of work to do. oh my...
let me destress. RAWR
Oh well, and special thanks to Mr Leon Yeow for accompanying me to do my work today when everybody else were all "not free" instantaneously.
I had a real good time @ 5:07 PM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
Despite the fact that holidays are filled with school activities, but trust me, langour still fills the air, simply because this coming week is termed with the infamous noun, "holiday". I believe all Singaporean youths out there get what I mean. Procrastination's our trademark. ;)
Being a Singaporean youth, I believe, is not easy. I call myself one because I attempt to find joy in the Mugger's Heaven [a.k.a Macdonald's] and try my best to quit my occupation as a professional procrastinator, so that I can have a, I quote, "Bright bright future in front of me" despite the fact that I don't know whar job I want in future.
I do not type "LyKkXxX DdIiShzX" but I can more or less figure it out when others do so. However, I find it highly addictive to attempt to pronounce the words and can't get myself off the hook of saying, "worhs".
I wear my socks low because it's the "Singapore trend". Japan do it high up to their knees. I don't know about Thailand though. I do not bother to stop and greet my discipline mistress when I see her along the corridor for fear that I am giving her a few more seconds to scrutinize me and spot my low socks that are "sinking like titanic".
I listen to music when I do my Math, although I know that I am not that inclined to have both my left and right brain work at the same time. Then I use "oh I'm trying to block out the noise" as an excuse when my friend points out that I can't be listening to music and doing Math at the same time.
Blogging is my life but I don't know why. I don't lament about my daily life although I do digress at times about how anal the wonderful school gets. I shall not elaborate on that though.
I am thirsty on the train. As I am reaching for my water bottle in my bag, the announcer's voice explodes through the speakers: "Eating and drinking is not allowed on the train...". I look around me and I pretend to be looking for some worksheets in my almost-empty backpack.
I frown at people who do the typical "Three cheers", but when I get desperate for a cheer, I do that too, ironically. How paradoxical.
I tell my sister to send the car to the petrol kiosk for a carwash because I do not want to wash it with her and sacrifice 45 minutes of my time which can be spent in front of my computer, surfing the net aimlessly and talking to anyone I can find online on MSN.
I did a word count using Microsoft word and realised that it has 499 words. To make it slightly more lengthy and nicer to be the "over 500 words", I added this pointless statement into this post.
And last but not least, the materialistic side of all teenagers in Singapore: I am typing this post in hope of winning a prize. *wink*
Therefore, I am @ youth.sg, which I interpret as, "I am a youth at sg".
Anyone interested to grab a prize by blogging about yourself? click it.
I had a real good time @ 6:21 PM
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
I feel spastic. Went to Mac to mug. I realised I didn't bring my pencil case so i went to buy a pen. Planned to study Math and Physics but realised i didn't bring my calculator so i spent my four hours at mac studying Joy Luck Club. Treat it as early revision for my mid terms.
i want to commit i want to commit i want to commit i want to commit i want to commit. XD
I had a real good time @ 10:13 PM
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Friday, March 09, 2007
I shall not remind myself of the fact that holidays are here. I have to return to schhol every single day including saturday. Shoot me.
I feel like punching my own nose. It's painful, grating, irritating, annoying and getting on my nerves, seriously. It feels like someone has smudged a bunch of chilli padi on my nose/face.
Anyway, I woke up to find myself almost paralysed. My muscles ache not....not and to add on to my agony, my sister decided not to drive me to school today.
It was quite amusing to go to school and find almost everyone else equally red/dark, especially Ziwei. He was so badly burnt. I feel so...dark.
Did i ever warn all of you NEVER to attempt to coach Evelyn on her math? If you do, please bring a bucket along to puke blood.
YOU ALL BA JIU TA STAMP AH [eyes paste stamp]?! I think ar...On your O level that day ah...If im not invigilating another school, come and look for me before your paper. I'll wash all your eyes with optrex! -Eric Tan
I had a real good time @ 4:21 PM
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
I shall stop calling Sheena a Lobster flavoured jelly. I'll just call her jelly. Because I'm red too. -.-
Feeling extremely exhausted and worn out. After the 3.5 click run, the netball game and Drama Session, I feel like nothing more than a shit.
I hate handling with paint, especially those in which you need thinner to remove them. Dumb me didn't realise arms were sunburnt too, poured thinner on myself and my hands felt like they were on fire. Ouch.
I had a real good time @ 8:38 PM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
REJOICE! COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER!
and my lit paper is officially screwed
and mid-term papers are less than two months away
and i have to return to school every single day during the term break including saturday
and i can't attend camp
the stupid school has decided to be wonderfully nice by placing the first Mid-term paper on 26th April. Darn.
Miss Khoo was scary. Initially she said the lowest scorer in the class got 6 out of 11. Then she passed Kuolyn her paper. Then she paused, before giving to me, told the class: "the lowest in class is 2 out of 11." she shot me a glance, nodded slowly, and i thought i was the ill-fated one, especially since i was convinced my social studies paper was sent into the toilet bowl.the anxiety, the nervousness, my heart was thumping like hell. I took over my paper, THANK GOODNESS. that woman scared me.
Okay, i shall go catch up on some drama. ;)
I had a real good time @ 4:14 PM
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
I have thus concluded, by the end of my Chinese tuition that Vivian Ng's are entertaining people.
The first honoured lady I am referring to is Vivian from 412 who speaks to herself
and the second refers to Javier's sister, who speaks like a machine gun and no doubt, a Drama mama.
Macbeth Themes
[Good vs. Evil]
But signs of nobleness, like stars, shall shine on all deservers [Duncan]
Stars, hide your fires, let not light see my dark and deep desires. [Macbeth]
I would, while it was smiling in my face, plucked my nipple from his boneless gums and dashed his brains.
What hath quenched them, hath given me fire.
If he did not resemble my father as he slept, I had done't.
And in his commendations I am fed.
We coursed him at the heels, and had a purpose to be his purveyor.
Unsex me here
It is too full o' th' milk of human kindness, to catch the nearest way
My hands are of your colour, yet I shame to see a heart so white.
There's no art to find the mind's construction in the face
To beguile time, look like time, bear welcome in your eye, your hand, your tongue, look like the innocent flower and be the serpent under't.
Who dares do more is none.
When you durst do it, then you were a man.
Art thou afeard to be in thine's own act and valour?
What he hath lost, noble macbeth hate won
[Illusion vs Reality]
Fair is foul and foul is fair
Away, and mock the time with the fairest act. False face must hide what the false heart doth know.
You should be women, and yet your beards forbid me to interpret so.
[Power and Kindship]
The prince of cumberland! That is a step in which i must fall down, or else o'erleap, for in my way it stands.
And chastise with valour of my tongue, all that impedes thee from the golden round.
Glamis, and Thane of Cawdor, the greatest is behind.
Two truths are told as happy prologues to the swelling act.
[Guilt and Conscience]
Present fears are less than horrible imaginings
Shakes so my state of man that function is smothered in surmise
make thick my blood, stop up th' passage and access to remorse.
Macbeth does murder sleep
The multitudinous sea incarnadine, making the green one red
A little water clears us of this deed
To know my deed, 'twere best not to know myself
These deeds must not be thought after these ways, so it will make us mad
I had a real good time @ 9:35 PM
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Am currently addicted to:
These walls- Teddy Geiger
Gentlemen- Teddy Geiger
Thinking Underage- Teddy Geiger
Little Joanna- Mcfly
Lola- Mcfly
Don't stop me now- Mcfly
Silence is a scary sound- Mcfly
1985- Bowling for soup
Ohio- Bowling for soup
Remember the Name- Fort Minor
Goodbye Daily Sadness- Cruiserweight
Operation Eyes Closed- Cruiserweight
Dog-Eared Page- The Matches
Sick little Suicide- The matches
77:00 - Wry
Airport Girl- Wry
Come and fall- Wry
Don't you ever call on my name again- Wry
In the hell of my head- Wry
Powerless- Wry
Soft slow [lost and found]- wry
Inside- One day less
Shine through me- One day less
Someday- One day less
Changing- One less joker
Get um up- Army of freshmen
Tragedy in island of dream- the brews
I remember you- Chixdiggit!
All heads down- hot water music
The end of the line- hot water music
Dingbat- Screeching weasel
Autocare- bad astronaut
the f word- bad astronaut
Better than sex- One point star
coals- One point star
I give up- One point star
This time..with feeling- One point star
All my life- Five miles out
Barry white- Five miles out
Blue skies- Five miles out
Dianne- Five miles out
Getaway - five miles out
work it out- five miles out
Attention- the academy is
Check marks- the academy is
season- the academy is
Trading my life- liars academy
microtone- liars academy
+81 deerhoof [SUPER CUTE SONG]
I had a real good time @ 9:48 PM
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Friday, March 02, 2007
I'm so totally screwed for my English CT. Miss Koh was on the verge of screaming at me.
Physics paper was pretty okay. But I'm relatively sure that I am screwed for my languages, SS and Geog. Shit.
I feel like shoving a bar of chocolate into my mouth now.
Why Chocolates make people feel good
Chocolate contains a natural 'love drug'. Tryptophan is a chemical that the brain uses to make a neurotransmitter called serotonin. High levels of serotonin can produce feelings of elation, even ecstasy - hence the name of the designer drug that also works by increasing serotonin levels.
最爱还是你- 唐禹哲
没开口的话 怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心里 熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的回忆 穿越了距离
拥挤的人潮 没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起 也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前 别忘记从前
最爱还是你 这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手 才知道是永久
这一次我放弃了所有
只为了再与你相遇
最爱还是你 这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手 才知道是永久
一辈子不放手
i like it for its lyrics =]
forlorn, he looked.
exhausted, he felt.
shine, the stars lost.
darkly, the skies are covered.
langour, the air was.
objective, she missed.
Apologize- One Republic
Thanks ommie for introducing it to me.
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Bridge (guitar/piano)
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
I had a real good time @ 6:04 PM
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