A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Monday, October 31, 2005

i wanna go iceskating. haiz~ i don't understand, i know it's something good that mama trusts sbmy a lot, but she doesn't allow me out with peeps other than those from sbmy, i mean, it's like, i need more bonding with friends in school, because i know in sbmy, i will be there for a long long time and that friends like coli will be there, but for lyn, ting, dawn, canida, bryan, jh, they're all leaving me, why can't i go out with them???
-tears overwhelm me-

I had a real good time @ 4:27 PM
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i didn't realise today it's halloween today until class 95 reminded me so. who has the song intuition by jewel??? and celine dion "a new day has come?"
some very special people in my two years of 2o2,not just from 202, but for the end of this year... im a bit late in reality.
Dawnie-forever hungry during recess, her shouts, screams, insanity, craziness especially before our EOY history paper, her mood swings, her hair, her face...

Ting-huh?? im lost! always bring us laughter with her blurness...

Lyn- MEOW! the most sane one and the one who thinks properly in times of troubles, the one who always manages to pull me back into the freaking reality. Attempts to cheer me up when i'm down and always fails. i will never forget: "something eating you?". always makes me realise i'm thinking irrationally..

Jinkee-the one who worries most about me, always tolerating the evil me. And whom i always worry about but never wants me to worry about her. very very fragile inside...

Minying-you must go to chalet. i really don't wanna leave u girl, we took the admission papers together and stupid me failed it. chess lover, very conservative, but her humour is definitely something i adore.

Bryan- MCP, starfish, HMV and a lot more. okay, but i gotta admit he's nice. on the other hand, he's always very rash. tsk tsk tsk. HMV. hahax, always having the songs. i will never forget his squeals. i had a very very bad impression of him last year, okay, but never judge a book by it's cover.

Jinhong-cecelia, sissypoo-the great big whiner. explode on him most of the time. he always remind me of depression and melancholy. OEI CHEER UP CAN OR NOT?!! the cold-joke cracker, the blur one who woke me up at a holy 8am, went to sch at 9 thinking he had inno. oh and yes, the procrastinator

Leon-always wishing for me to die, the one whom i waste most of my smses on when he's bored. yes yes, i'm still alive. i complain to him most of the time,i gotta admit. the neatest freak i know i reckon, always waking me up on early sundays with his sianness.

Lendl-ai dong gua,lenny,it's ur graduating year, how time flies, and our friendship built up with a "hello" from you, the bad and evil we did together, the fun and joy we had, thanks for always cheering me up with your lameness.

i miss 2o2. it's only 2 days. but i miss 2o2.

I had a real good time @ 12:24 PM
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

i was thinking, if we ever have a 2o2 gathering in future, will we be experiencing that of the lyrics in 好久不见, listening to songs about parting really turns me sour, why must we part? [yes i am aware it's a stupid question]
hu hu ah i
你的样子越来越美越来越可爱
走到哪里都会有人偷偷望着你
你的歌声越唱越美越唱越动人
唱到哪里都会有人偷偷流着泪
好久不见的你是否别来无恙
是否心里有时还在偷偷想着他
年复一年岁月无声改变了我们
得到什么失去什么又有谁知道
好久没到这个地方来唉咿~
这里的人每个每个变了样
是否记得当初我为你们唱的歌
是否记得一路花儿为我们盛开
是否记得当初我们讨论的女孩
是否她已越来越美越来越可爱

I had a real good time @ 5:35 PM
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yesterday

i didn't plan on blogging today, but listening to the song urged me to do so. yesterday's sbmy was pretty fruitful. i learnt a lot, and thank goodness the meditation down stairs was short for i was very drained out yesterday, on the verge of falling asleep standing when i was in the train. listening to songs, i heard "当你孤单你会想起谁” yes people, unfortunately u have to turn your character encoding to unicode-8 again. the lyrics, a particular few lines reminded me that 2o2 was, over. two years, it flew. really. it's like, i hate to part with my friends, although i am not close to every one in the class, but it's still memories--good or bad.
你的心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
你的心情总在飞,什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰,
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别,
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲,只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

the few lines really made me realise i gotta let go, nothing's permanent yea, and i believe the friendship will still be there...

I had a real good time @ 11:28 AM
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

i'm on my super high mood today, oh heck about the endless like eternity pain in my gum due to the growing wisdom tooth. the gum's starting to grow red and swell, haix. but if not for the leadership workshop, i could've played a load more murderer. and because some guy named leungyan told everyone drama started at 2pm when it was 215 cos he claimed everyone would be late, i jumped out of the murderer game i was halfway through to realise it was just but a hoax. humph. well, what's something good was that we played murderer in drama club as well. yea, i have to admit i am totally in love with murderer. oh, the retreat.. should i go? i feel like going, but it'll have to depend on the others, if they go, i go. it's at that starhub center, on cuppage road beside cuppage plaza[which has youth-hope inside] behind centerpoint, the place in which karchian's church members often go for lunch. gonna watch mr.fighting. i saw the schedule for drama club next year and all i have to say i am SHOCKED. *trods off*

I had a real good time @ 6:38 PM
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

counting down, it's the fourth last day of school, three more school says and it's time for all of us to sing auld lang syne.
may all be well and happy

I had a real good time @ 3:46 PM
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Monday, October 24, 2005

yikes, my wisdom tooth's making it's way out and it hurts...but of course because of it i totally enjoyed myself suanning someone.
A: gee, i hope i don't get wisdom teeth, at most stupid a bit lor, wisdom mahh....very lame...
me: very cold leh. anyway it won't make a difference, you'll still be stupid
A: what's that supposed to mean?
me: well if you don't even know what that means, then "stupid" is an understatement.
and i gotta admit, all i felt at the moment:
SHUANG
well today we did the stupid tile *curses and swears*
the tools weren't even proper la!!!
okay, enough of this, but the debate was totally FUN. yuanian said, "Assuming i am a girl..." and i nearly rolled sia. haha, this gusy never fails to bring a smile to my face with his humour.

I had a real good time @ 6:25 PM
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

i said i wanted to get two novels--one english one chinese[refer to previous post], but i ended up getting four chinese novels. *smacks head*.

I had a real good time @ 11:15 PM
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it's a long weekend, and yesterday night i stayed up till 2am STONING, no, not mapling, stoning in front of the computer. Woke up at 1.15 pm, actually wanted to sleep more but Evelyn's phone call woke me up. thank goodness i did not promise coli to go bishan with her for i would still be sleeping even when it's time to meet her. =] Normally at this time i woul dbe sitting in SBMY meditating, but today's sharing session starts at 7pm, and i gotta admit i stoned when i received fiona's sms. "WHAT?!!! 7pm?? so late?!!" So yesterday i chatted quite a lot with leungyan about faculties and courses. i still can't wait for Macbeth. Nonono, i am NOT a meloncase for liking and wanting to take lit, get this straight. I've read huai4 xiao3 zi and i desperately need to trod over to ~~the pathetic~~ sembawang library for novels, one english one chinese. I feel like watching "The Snow Queen", a play in accordance to the story written by hans christian anderson [however his name is supposed to be spelled]. I am currently waiting for the arrival of 5pm so i can start preparing and go to SBMY for the Dhamma talk tonight. Unfortunately dawn still hasn't got "Wind" because she always have to go off before the file transfer completes, of course, her slow connection speed has to be blamed too.=P
think of it, one year has simply flown by, so quickly, it's like harry potter with a flick of his wand and a year has passed. Yes, i aint a fan of harry potter but for some reason i just thought of it. i'd rather there be no holidays, for holidays shall mean it will be the last one week i will be together with my good friends, no, i aint implying that i will not keep in contact with them but it's missing them, it's loneliness...the friendship among the usual four of us was only built up less than half a year ago and we have to leave. Well hopefully a couple of us get into the same class. i hate departing with my friends. That's why i'd always believed building friendships out of school is always better than in school, it's an unlikely chance we'll get seperated by classes and stuff like that.
I am having a craving to play cello/bass once more, it's been more than a year since i'd flipped through my scores, since i'd even touched the instrument. Not that i regret choosing Drama over CO, i just miss the times i can immerse myself in the playing of instruments every friday and saturday in SPS. it's time i go over to sps and visit my CO instructors, although mr [k] lee is no longer there.
i have no idea why my blog post today is so long, but suddenly i am having overwhelming thoughts, many many "if onlys" are in my mind right now. if only i had gone back to SPS during teachers' day instead of making the lantern...
if only...

"Hey, i really don't wish for you to go overseas for university after your O's, you're a really good friend to me, someone whom i can confide in. Of course i wouldn't stop you if you really make the decision to do so, but i don't wish for you to. really. But i know this is your dream, and i'll wish you all the best."

I had a real good time @ 4:33 PM
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Friday, October 21, 2005

i'd like to thank a special someone, because he always manages to cheer me up, and i can always talk to him about every single thing. he's one of the few whom i can open up and chat to, apart from the usual three. peace, calmness and happiness is what i always experience when i talk to him, although we've only became good friends a few weeks ago. i just know that i want to treasure this really nice friendship with him. =]
thank you, my friend.

I had a real good time @ 6:49 PM
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i saw this nice series of book called "Buddha", it's kind of about the life of the buddha with some stories that are fictional yet reflects different qualities and lessons of and from the buddha, but the whole set of it, five books cost approximately 260 bucks. haiz.

I had a real good time @ 2:06 PM
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

today huh? running round singapore? geez. the hsbc treetop trail totally is stupid.
i LOVE the school for their FUN and ENJOYABLE way of promoting a healthy lifestyle. and the stupid bridge.*curses* thanks whoever was shaking and swinging it and i was on the verge of screaming and crying. it was scary. to think lyn commented it was FUN. ha-ha. but it was nice discussing the jokes of ven. ajahn brahm. wonder how much a distance did we travel. back to school there's the stupid streaming talk. miss khoo talks like a SNAIL. wonder how she teaches and covers all the syllabus. hoho, LIT!!! *goes gaga*. well of course yoyo made a mess and wasted so much time. urgh. she totally pissed me off. after school to hunt for the CD. went to chongpang, then they decided not to get it, went to taka, then decided to check ebay out. of course i wouldn't forget the funny conversation, RIGHT??
me:why is your hair standing?
A:*presses hair down*
A: isit 180 degrees?
me:er??ur hair? shouldnt it be 90 degrees? 180 it's flat lei
A: ya hor
A:no, according to the axis of my head

me:*rolls*
yes, and i apologise to bryan for shouting at him just now on the way to central. no lyn, nothing's eating me up yea? =] well but i became high after reading huai4 xiao1 zi
and to someone, remember to flash me your smile with your [wad colour] braces ok? =]

I had a real good time @ 6:40 PM
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

don't mention about my results. they SUCK. not a single A1, msg is 2.625 and average score is 69.4, all the borderline marks to the next grade...74..69.5...urgh. talking about idiots smsing with dawn dawn. ==
nothing much about today, i totally enjoyed the murderer game [cos i managed to guess the murderer for every single game=]] and the clean up. camp!! drama camp! ehipassiko!! AHHHH!!!
oh, and the stupid dream last night. don't mention about it. half of it came true--the look on his face. well. maybe i ought to unblock to keep safe? heck =]
and i gotta admit evil me laughed at longan's studpidity[ok, he's just naive=)] when i saw his sms....

I had a real good time @ 6:24 PM
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

i gotta admit i am giving up reading POTO because it is too cheem for me. on second thoughts, i get to read charmed again. it's been such a lon time since i've read charmed. well well, today went to cut my hair and encountered the second most violent lady in my entire lifetime. [yea, first is me, so what?] guess loads of hairs' been ripped off instead of cut off. forget about examination results. mine totally suck.

I had a real good time @ 6:31 PM
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Monday, October 17, 2005

have been lazing around for the past few days immersing myself in books, shows and maple. XD yea i am addicted, although i gotta admit it's pretty boring. on the other hand, yesterday while bathing my three mice, xiaohei practically flew [okay, she jumped but ended up flying] out of the basin onto the floor. no she did not break a leg or anything. then stupid me, not knowing what i was doing, accidentally went to pump the dettol soap [meant for washing the cage of my mice] onto my own pyjamas. gee. i am getting old and senile, as dawn commented. i guess by the end of the holidays i will become a pro at cooking instants. =]
today there was supposed to be some activities on by well, both got cancelled so here i am stoning away. and yeps christine, i seriously don't have anything blackmailable about dawn to talk about. and dawn, sorry to say i ain't the one who likes you. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. =[ sad... haha, kidding. i realised my highlights of my week is forever the next sbmy sharing session. i simply love sbmy too much. X) infatuated. yea. i think youth- hope's blog is nice. can sbmy have one too? please?
hehe. going mad, as you can see, back to maple!

apparently i left forgot to mention about how my dl speed was faster than the three guys' and nearly drove leon crying. XD

I had a real good time @ 2:36 PM
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

has the box of pandora opened, or is it just that none of us actually realised it has been open all these while?

so desperate for something to do im watching meteor garden for the fourth time and reading phantom of the opera.

I had a real good time @ 11:38 AM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

just came back from the dhamma talk by ven ajahn brahm at PKS. i learnt a lot and he definitely did not bore me out for he is a very humorous dhamma teacher. his talk was about kamma and i totally enjoyed it. so happy the carlton buffet date was changed. =)
it felt so familiar just to step once again into the premises of the Phor Kark See Monastry, from the 410 bus stop, past the pond, up the stairs, past the canteen, up to the hall where the talk is held...
here's a nice joke by the venerable, when one asked is a person dying young kamma? he said: people make mistake, god does too:
there's this man, he was dressed sloppily and had no confidence with a bad hair and stuff like that [refers to mr peter tan for dressing and hair], then all the girls whom he fell in love with dumped him after a few dates. so, he went to have a makeover-- a psychologist to build up his confidence, got a new hair cut and got a nice expensive suit and he was so ready to go to to find a few ladies out that night, and he got knocked down by a truck just then. so he went up to ask god: why did you have to take me away when i just got so ready for a new life? and god replied him: oh, sorry, i made a mistake, i could not recognise you.
lol.to be honest, i forgot about the other stories, but i learnt something really valuable: how bad kamma can be turned into good kamma, and i shall attempt so to make my life a whole lot happier.

-Journey to enlightenment, the middle path-

I had a real good time @ 11:49 PM
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hours of mapling with zr. haha. guess she had to compromise with my lousy skills to kill shrooms and snails and what not. well we met this super unfriendly guy. so pissed. but anyways.
haha, feels so great with maple except the thing different from this time and last time is that i used to play maple all the time with the accompany of no one as well as jesse mccartney songs. XD
and of course among all my skills abilities and all is the worst la. heehee. cos i used to mess up my stats. well. looking forward to going PKS later, it's been a long time since i've stepped into it. ...

I had a real good time @ 3:03 PM
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Friday, October 14, 2005

today was BORING. okay, not that with the company of a chinese novel and songs. =)
but today was kind of a day for stoning
and i can't bear it any longer--Mr Wong is totally CMI.
yay! get to go pks with sbmy tomorrow!!
and thanks those who forgot the form yea? =P kidding.
school ended at the usual time and i did not know if there was Drama, so i sat waiting while reading and listening to music.
230pm: no drama, since door wasn't open
250: left school with ting and lyn
410: reaches sembawang;raining--flips bag, no umbrella.
412:library; peeks around, wondering if one AI girl was fiona
445:peeked outta library window; rain has stopped
5: happily reached home anticipating to lay my hands on maple
510: not working..Grrrr
by the way, yesterday, according to mich, only 5 people turned up for malay, and guess who i saw when i reached sembawang yesterday?

CHEEMOLOGY GUY.
eeeks.
no wonder yesterday was so unlucky.
reckon he's gone to chernping or jie's house. sheesh...

mama's handphone is back. racing game!!!

oh oh, and the day before--sakae day [well wasn't in the mood to blog so i left this out] i saw dear coli! feels so great to see a pal after weeks of not seeing her=] an di get to see her tomorrow!

pugivigekilleefideritdnatsolnwodgnikaerbimayhwem
lletenoemosnactnacitubpeelsannawievadronyrachgs
achtiwelbatrofmoctniaitimdaattogidnagnihtonroftuot
nrubdnaderitosnileefmisiahtubccagnirudnwodekorb
inosaertahwrofswonkdog

I had a real good time @ 5:16 PM
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Thursday, October 13, 2005

hello!!! im happy! because it's a mere 9 days to 22nd oct [sms restart day] and a mere 17days to holidays!!! i seriously can't wait for camp and i heard ehi-passiko at awareness place.that reminded me more of ehi-passiko. I WANT THE CD *ok, it's a story-telling cd for kids but there's songs too* and i like the cd we gave minying. *ok, why would anyone give anyone something they themselves don't like* urgh MAPLE!!! i can't wait to play it again lor......but the server's maintenance keeps extending..from 8pm to 830 to 10pm to 12am. can't play today le. gees. i simply can't wait to lay my hands on maple again la. hopefully the canvas.dll file won't die on me again.
oops. are we going carlton on sat? oops. nonono don't clash don't clash don't clash i needa pass shixiong the forms! OMG. I CANT WAIT FOR THE CAMP LA!!
high liao.
CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a real good time @ 9:58 PM
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

went for e sakae buffet today, good and bad stuff happened.
1]me thinking i was late [for a mere 2mins] and still had to wait for the others for...20minutes?
2]eating that super strong wasabi, went home and realised the freaky smell in my fridge smells like it
3]neoprints

other than these, i don't know what else to say. so byebye

I had a real good time @ 7:31 PM
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Thursday, October 06, 2005

EHIPASSIKO EHIPASSIKO EHIPASSIKO
it's pretty long till Ehi-Passiko 2005 Sequel, but it thrills me to have my [considered] best pals along with me.for the past few days, i entered my blogger account and blankly stared at the text box wondering what to say. ha. i am telling a lie straight in one's face. a white lie i guess? i seriously do not have any confidence in my chinese and literature paper. not to mention i did not even know what i was writing for history and geography. well, to highlight a few events lately:
-Dawn not being to walk in a straight line after climbing up that flight of stairs
-Dawn nearly flying off the seat of the bus everytime it jerks to a stop
-Dawn doing the "fly" thingy and couldn't balance herself properly
-Dawn and i, while mugging at JEC, had this guy behind us who was snoring super loudly
-Dawn and i planting our butts at JEC KFC for hours with two pathetic cups of coke
-Dawn and i seeing the same pouch at the same time and ran for it together
-[Dawn's crazy about Bryan note]
-Flying chilli sauce on Jinhong's head *of which i am greatly proud to announce*
-Whacking Bryan's head countless times
-New NERDY specs
-realising i actually like exams
-stupid and traumatising dreams-->lyn was standing, i told her, she laughed, squatted, sat and couldn't exactly get up
-ting's picture arriving in Bryan's MMS inbox only 2 days later
-Miss Leong smsing me to ask if we took a ten mark poetry test [wonders how she got my number anyway]
-being super perverse
-CHALET CHALET CHALET
-Lame smses
-12 smses for 16 days [all thanks to somebody]

Pardon for the number of dawns but i've been mugging[rather, slacking] with her for the past few days. Perhaps the point is just that i love her. hehe. AHHHHHHHHHH EHIPASSIKO WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a real good time @ 7:30 PM
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Monday, October 03, 2005

Today we had our English and History papers. To touch on the english paper, i am prepared to fail it. Without my specs, pig radar walked in and wrote the errors on the board and i couldn't see a single thing. Urgh.The half-an-hour before history paper, dawn and i went totally Bonkers and laughed the hell out of ourselves, to the extent of me banging my head against her knee. Well, the hisory paper, i just wish to say i am so dead. First i crapped the whole textbook in, and even went crazy. Intending to write "foreign investors", i wrote "frog investors"...sheesh. While mugging, sadistic me had a head-hitting spree as well as a chilli splating spree. whos. boy am i so happy. someone has eaten the pringles with the sacred words (wahahaha)..
nothing much to touch on, prepared to be slaughtered when we get our results back.
Dawn, what a great idea--Cut patterns huh?

I had a real good time @ 6:52 PM
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Saturday, October 01, 2005

today i did quite some mugging, thought quite little went into my head because of a little couple was qauarreling the helll out of don't know what, then bryan decided to add loads of salt to the fries and into the chilli sauce, as well as mixing some gross stuff. not to forget the couple's pictures as well as bryan's sexay pose...haha....vann ting and i were laughing when we saw...
basically i feel cmi, the chances of me passing my exam is 1%...

I had a real good time @ 7:13 PM
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