Sunday, May 28, 2006

one last post just before i go off to sleep and wake up all high and jumpy and enthusiastic and happy and excited and cheerful and crazy and mad and insane and joyous and...[my vocabulary bank is pathetically limited so that's all i can think of. either that or lit seminar preperation is making me retarded. yes indeed, i think it has.]

oh well, it's nine pm and it's a few more hours to camp ehi-passiko!! oh man i can't wait for camp!! i gave my campers my number and i've been haunted by desmond and wenghong. on the other hand aaron was being very funny.

but i'm still nervous!! it's not the first time im being a gl but hey! not all the campers will be like last year's!

GAH!! lit seminar! getting so freaking stressed up by it. who cares. 4 days 3 nights of camp will be my stress reliever while i dump everything to siian. XD thanks man!!

thailand! one week away. *GRINS*

HOMEWORK!! *er....erhmm..*

IM HIGH AND HAPPY!! WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!

I had a real good time @ 8:54 PM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Haha..yesterday lyn came. to do $^&*$^&*^&*$ lit. XD anw, funny. she commented abt victor teo: poor thing, he's so normal. hahaha...yea, we are abnormal and he's normal. XD...suppose u can deduce our state of mind at that point in time huh.
anyway, the trip to liwei's was fun. pretty. felt awkward initially but it became better la. got to drink my fave tiramisu coffe. cos zhenghao had to show it in front of me. XD. oh well, then we watched the power ranger movie LD. hahaha...stupid but very very entertaining.
today went to sbm to go sai gang and got a blister on my hand. ew. haha. but fun too.

=] camp ehi-passiko!! im going SLIGHTLY (maybe it's an understatement but anyway....) high on my campers to get them to open up. haha...ok la. not that bad la.XD

I had a real good time @ 9:38 PM
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

i wanna whine. and i shall. wahahaha. so a warning beforehand to whoever is reading this post, refrain from reading if you're impatient. =] but anyway i'm just relieving myself of some stress so that my head doesn't burst apart or anything. maybe it'd be good that it would, so that i wouldn't need to complete those disgusting assignments that are made FOR OUR OWN GOOD. i think our teachers are simply out to use us to satisfy their sadistic pleasure in torturing us, students. i don't know who to pity. the teacher or us. more for mrs chang. the poor lady's getting so badly stressed up. but other than that, i don't think i'd pity any other teachers.they can actually carry one entire stack of worksheets and assignments into the class, give us a really wide grin and announce: THESE ARE YOUR HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!

so basically pathetic students like me, will stare at the entire stack, give out a loud cry and start whining. what a wonderful school and what nice teachers we have.

the holidays are full of remedials. and i gotta skip the twelve remedials for camp. argh. not that i love school, but it's real bad, like, no tuition, then can't attend any of the physics or chemistry remedials. no, not remedials, extra lessons. gah. haha...yeps, i'm trying to make xiong stressed up. XD

English. ha.KILL ME MAN! haha...got three comprehensions, one compo, two book reviews, three journal entries which are simply no difference from our SRPs, which are like, newspaper article thingys. and miss koh actually told us to ENJOY OUR HOLIDAYS. wahhh..

literature. Miss J's WONDERFUL literature project. gahh.you won't wanna know. you'll most probably die of laughing due to some sadistic pleasure. but the homework's scary. period.and the lit seminar. it kills me...really does

then there's physics project. EW

chinese one book review.

social studies one exam paper.

i suppose there isn't any homework for the other subjects. not that i can remember, and i do not want to la.

yea, thank goodness they actually TRIED to educate us about how to relieve our stress. but sad case i slept through the assembly session. ha.

summer camp. kena forced by miss koh to go. and she still gave me that evil smile. like. WAHHHH!!!

i need a new file. seriously. because my file's breaking apart.

WHAT A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY! i suppose im gonna be stuck in the room doing homework all day. but i pity my group members more. i wonder how the hell are they going to discuss with me. poor ros and lyn. sorry darlings!! lols. i can't wait for camp!!

i wonder if anyone's like, banging their keyboard at this point in time. well, i DID warn you against reading this whiny post. (scroll up, look at the first line, it was clearly stated.)i shall go........SLACK!!! wahaha...the wonderful art of slackology, im a professor in havard's for this module. =]

I had a real good time @ 6:23 PM
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Monday, May 22, 2006

Fell sick today. had a very bad flu. so i dragged myself to school with all the muscle aches and a very very bad nose and a fever. maths lesson. mrs chang didn't teach so i slacked. chinese lesson ms wong allowed me to sleep so i slept for an hour. recess slacked. maths i nearly knocked out but mrs chang didn't really teach anyway. so i slacked. lit miss j wasn't around so i slacked since i miraculously completed her assignment over the weekend. lunch. haha..loads of chilli. but it didn't help. my nose turned worse. english. managed to pull through it somehow.

and minying came!! oh man, i miss her so so much..haha..this dear friend didn't change a bit, still as humourous and talkative, still as action, and still makes me smile like last time. so we chatted about our (horrible) teachers and schoolmates, etc etc.

so sis came to fetch me home. there was a jam supposedly due to oil spill. when the car drove past there wasn't a single drop of oil which left question marks all over my head. then we got lost. but we made our way back. if not i wouldn't be ranting here. then at this traffic light junction this taxi driver spit saliva out onto the road. like. ew..

haha...today. sick and tired but happy. *grins*

I had a real good time @ 5:13 PM
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Sunday, May 21, 2006

today kinda rocked. like. haha. first time i ever set foot in pulau ubin, then cycled everywhere with bird capt and lawrance mentor leading us. damn fun. XD loved the outing.the quarry was so freaking beautiful. like...turqoise...clear clear reflection of the sky, as if looking down at the sky, oh man...love it like mad.

but my muscles are aching. like. napfa on thurs. sat GL training had some physical training as well. and now too much cycling i guess. whatever. i enjoyed it.

my eyes are on the verge of closing. seriously. but can't get to sleep even if i go to bed. so might as well blog or something.

anyway i thought i kena pangsehed by jianhao. but he smsed me last night. wahaha. so i got four campers. tough job. but camp's gonna rock anyway.

to a certain person, yea, sorry for kinda venting my unhappiness on you without even telling you about a single thing. sorry..

maybe i should.maybe i don't even belong to that place. it was just a place for escape. but it hurts to leave. after hols then we'll see bahs.

I had a real good time @ 8:26 PM
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Friday, May 19, 2006

Got this from Ziqin's blog. just happened to come by it.

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire,
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations
Because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge.
Because it will build your strength and character.
Be thankful for your mistakes
They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary
Because it means you've made a difference.
It is easy to be thankful for the good tings.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles
and they can become your blessings.
and i shall do her test also.

list out 12 stuffs that shows how fortunate u are :

1) i've got SBM Youth
2) i've got lyn
3) i've got ros
4) i've got usual5
5) i've got a wonderful bird captain, aka alvin
6) i've got someone there to always cheer me up.
7) i've got wonderful tuition teachers =]
8) i don't have a numb heart
9) i've got music in my life
1o) i've got honnie XD
11) i've got Ananda
12) i've got a life

ha. wanted to list all twelve as "i've got SBM youth". -.- ok. im such an asshole.

seriously.i was talking on the phone. thne i realised how much i don't know them. like. f.

I had a real good time @ 6:27 PM
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

ha. my english results. like. are horrible. my paper two was like. 17 outta 50. my compo didn't manage to save my arse. =[

chem was ok. got 67.5 despite leaving my ten mark question blank. third in class. =]

nice experience though.oh well...my eyes are literally closing. but i just can't pull myself away from the computer. been having a lack of sleep. because some disgusting idiot made me design his class tee. and i had hell. first time design teeshirt. (don't talk about simply inserting fonts for DC tee)

had napfa. lol. lyn and i crapped a lot. i'd rather treat this as a bonding session with her man. and we kept singing the "i am cow" song. hahaha..i'm like..obsessed with the song.

mrs chang was so sad today. =[
physics had practical. mr tan kept going "whatever dot dot dot". gonna admit he's getting more and more fun and more and more nice. lol. although he's still pretty sadistic, but then again, welcome to the club!

i miss maple. duno. just miss it. missed the days i would blast jesse mccartney album (beautiful soul) while i hit the keyboard. at least then i had something for me to escape from reality, the f*cking life.

I had a real good time @ 6:58 PM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

CAPTAIN BIRD ALVIN!!! HAPPY BIRDDAY!!!!! =] ROCK ON MAN!

i had the worst drama club session just now. no, i didn't say that drama club was bad or anything. just. worried. very worried. actually it's a nice feeling to step into drama room again, sit in a circle, listen to miss j talk and rebuke her. haha. oh well.
we had nominations for the next drama club committee. and i THANK my fellow drama members for sabotaging me. never mind. i have my dearest renu and sheena who are in hot soup with me to do the sai gang [shitty jobs] in drama club. Because the two dearest girls are the vice presidents of drama club! haha...seriously girls, welcome to the saigang club!

yea and dear estella's my understudy. she's gonna be the next batch's president. i bet. but problem is she's torturing me at this moment. so save me first.

yea. and i'm so freaking worried. what if i can't control those monsters? what if by trying to control them, i turn out to be like t or st? like. ahh. im worried stressed worried stressed worried stress. i don't wanna be drama club's president. like. ahh. i can't do it!

I had a real good time @ 5:35 PM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Today. Went to school not feeling very well. but oh well, i was relatively high. not only me. Ros and lyn were off too. so three off people make a gang of three crazy girls. haha..

anyway. we got back five papers today. and my results were like. yuck. but i'm pretty satisfied with my E math and physics.
Mr tan: *strides into class with that smirk on his face, as usual* Why the class so quiet?
mr tan: *writes the class' msg on the board. it was like. 4!! FOUR. so high. god.*
us: how many people got A1?
mr tan: 3
Me: SHIT
us: how many failures are there?
Mr Tan: 6
me: SHIT
and so he started to crap and then when he returned us our papers..
him: the person who got the highest in class is....
me: *cold sweat drop*
him: mabel
me: *jaw drop*
ros: YOU %^$^%&%
mr tan: the second highest is...rosary
me: *beams at ros* #^&*$^&*# say me ^#&($&* yourself also #%^%$^&%$
hahaha. so we started laughing. as usual.
i got eighty. god can you believe it? i can't? like..am i dreaming or something?
like. GOD I CANT BELIEVE I GOT AN A1 FOR MY PHYSICS! IT'S THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY MAN!! WOOTS.

haha.

the next lesson was geog. and god i passed it too. thank goodness. there were only. like. erm. i can't rmb how many passes. but i think there were twelve failures.haha. anyway. since it's elect, HOPEFULLY my social studies can save me.

well. Chinese. ms wong was like..hanging us in midair like some headless chickens for one whole hour before she finally returned us our paper. and more than half the class failed. only ten passed. and so i was like: OH SHIT. there are five china peeps in my class. leaving only five other people who can pass. oh well. thank god i passed. wahaha. not very well done. in fact, very very badly done. it was like..66.5 outta 110. im so screwed. hopefully my paper 1 can save my ass.

Ahem. Maths. i thought i screwed it up. Mrs chang walked in looking so sad. and i became sad too. cos she was disappointed with us. haix. and i felt so scared. well, lyn's before me. so i went to her to see her papers. then i saw her results and i was like: GOD IM SO FREAKING DEAD. then i took my paper back. apparently i was back to my usual trick, counting from the back. then it was like...48 marks till the second page and i felt so screwed cos i thought the marks on the second page was inclusive on the first page. and i flipped over the page to the first page. then i saw the number 13 in the circle. then i shifted my sight to the top right hand corner of the paper. god. 61 outta 80. boy was i elated. i thought i was so screwed and dead la. but all my mistakes were FREAKING CARELESS MISTAKES. kill me.

after lunch miss koh came in to tell us that only SIX people passed the paper 2 for english. but we didn't get our papers back. yea. i screwed english. but on the brighter side, more than half the entire level failed. =]

lit. ha. ms j and her sadistic pleasures. ok la. didn't flunk it or anything. did a teeny bit better than the previous time. 30.5 outta fifty. making it a B4. thank goodness.
and i think i made miss j angry by telling her i couldn't attend lit remedial or EL during hols. oh well. my bad. =[

SMILE. i shall. =]

saw terry and his sister on the mrt while i was on my way home. oh man, he's turned into a shuai ge. Triggered memories of my primary school life. not that pleasant, but still, wonderful memories. Anyway, terry, he's a couple of years younger than me, used to be my neighbour as well as my school mate. used to be rather problematic. but i was looking at him on the train today. he's turned so matured, looking after his baby brother. rather nice to see how people change--towards the positive side. =]

I had a real good time @ 4:04 PM
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Monday, May 15, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!
yep, no doubt, it's my dad's birthday today. today's birthday also includes yanling, szesing, yixin too. going out for dinner later to celebrate his birthday.heard from mama it's western food. and i am NOT going to touch steak. never touched it before anyway. but this statement is made just to prove my point that i dislike beef. to someone who ranted how nice his steak was last week.

decided to start my life anew with a new blogskin i made while stoning at home [do i make sense? how can i stone and create a new blogskin at the same time? ok, i paraphrase. i made a blogskin since i had nothing better to do but stone. yea. this makes sense]. i apologise for being mentally unstable. but i can't help it you know. but you CAN blame someone for it you know. you can blame lyn. she made me cheerup yesterday with her WISE words (if she's wise, *AHEM* is cute. wahahaha. yes lyn, vomit blood, go ahead!! hahah). oh well, anyway, yeps, no worries, im feeling loads better.

yesterday night didn't manage to really get to sleep. but anyway, i managed to at around 2am? well, to a certain someone, i did not manage to sleep because i was thinking of you okay.

and i sincerely apologise for pangsehing ros, lyn and weiyi when i initiated going ice skating. but then again, i think lyn and weiyi in turn pangsehed ros right? hehe. i feel evil. never mind. i still feel happy. sadistic pleasure acting up. wahaha. kidding. sorry darlings.

anyway xiong FINALLY remembered to bring "Love Hina" for me. however, i left it in sbm. hehe. yea im blur. and i apologise. but i think i'm more sorry for myself because i have absolutely nothing to do at home.

meanwhile for these two weeks i will blog as much as i can, because i'll be going off to thailand for three weeks after camp. looking forward to it. but definitely not the no hp no sms part. then again, on the brighter side, i can use dad's laptop at night to blog and use msn. not that bad.

Anyway, sometimes i say that people are blur. forexample yongting who bumped her head AGAIN and got a bump AGAIN. but anyway yesterday woke up at about 1pm. so i took the noodle left on the dining table wanting to warm it in the microwave oven. the nect moment i found myself putting it into the freezer. yeps. i think i have serious drain bamage. wahaha. adapted from lyn.

shall stop crapping. =]

anw, "silent all these years" by Tori amos (original) and Stephanie sun is definitely worth listening to. it's really nice man.

SBM Youth. we rock. and we rock because i rock. haha. kidding.oh well. bye!!

I had a real good time @ 5:30 PM
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Sunday, May 14, 2006

Life's been filled with vesak celebrations for the past few days. it felt peaceful. yet at times some stuff do make negative emotions rise in me.

i thought i could trust the friendship with all my might. i thought i could put all my effort and the friendship would last me forever. i trusted this friendship more than the others. i even thought i could rely on this friendship for the rest of my life, thinking that it's gonna be with me to go through thick and thin. and so after the previous event i put so much effort into it, my entire heart and mind into it. i thought that after some time, with my effort to understand you, our friendship will grow strong. stronger than before. yet the entire situation disappointed me so much. so much that it hurt, and it made me feel so lost and confused. and then i start to ponder about the definition of "friends" once more.
really, i do not dislike you. neither do i hate you. no, i don't. really, maybe it's because of the emotional scar but i hope for more time. this entire incident made me break.once more.
it's not much better in school. although i do not put that much effort in, but it still made me hurt. and now this. it just felt as if the entire world's crushing. no longer knowing who to really trust and rely. it's just so tiring. this thing called emotions.

"Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life..."

"I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life..."

"Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you and
I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life ..."

some parts of the lyrics from the song "it might be you" by stephen bishop. it really describes how i used to feel. and now i start to doubt my own feeling. lost.

stop crying, idiot. stop. if this friendship's gonna break, just remember it brought you beautiful memories that made you smile from the bottom of your heart. just know that, after some time, you'll just turn into strangers and strangers won't hurt anymore..the scar's not gonna hurt anymore..although it might still be deep in your bones, but at least, the scar won't hurt any longer. it's gonna be pale and shiny, because the pain would have faded, and the pain, will be gone until someone tries to dig into the flesh to see what's within your bone

"It is the shou so deep it is in your bones. The pain of the flesh is nothing. The pain you must forget. Because sometimes that is the only way to remember what is in your bones. You must peel off your skin, and that of your mother, and her mother before her. until there is nothing. no scar, no skin, no flesh." -- the joy luck club, "Scar".


and thanks to those who were there for me. maddie and ivan.

I had a real good time @ 5:02 PM
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

just decided to write something. cos some inspiration came in. some people might know what i'm referring to la.

He went back to the same old place.
As he stepped through the doorway, fond memories filled his entire mind, as quickly as how the echo created by the sole of his leather shoes filled the entire room that was filled with silence. The silence was deafening. so much that it sent a shudder down his spine.

The last scribble on the wall--old and dirty, that filled of their memories, thoughts.. was the same old one. the one written on the twenty third of april.by ri. it did not seem too long ago. but he couldn't get use to the silence of the place. it used to be filled with laughter and warmth. How they all would each take a corner of the room shaped in a pentagon. yes, the six of them. it didn't take much effort for them to shout across the room, since it was so empty their voices could easily echo throughout the entire room.

He took the corner just beside the window, because he loved the sky so much. It was the corner, the corner he laughed, he cried, he scribbled his own thoughts on the white-washed wall. he took the seat on the cold, marble flooring. it felt so familiar, yet so strange to him. familiar because of his fond memories. strange because the place was too quiet. so quiet he actually feared the loneliness.

he took a few steps to the corner on his right. it belonged to Jav. the quietest one. his scribbles were the least. because he had practically everything up in his head. and because he had nothing much to leave behind in that room of theirs, he left first. never to return. but none of them knew if jav did return to read and recollect that small bit of memories he had in there. but in the first place he never knew if jav did have memories--as in, fond memories of that place. jav was known to be one of the most emotional one among the six, but no one could really know what he was thinking of.

then he moved on to the next one. Kar. he never knew kar well enough. they were just considered "good friends" because kar happened to hang out pretty much with the rest of them. and so Kar became what he defined has, his "clique". His handwriting, neat, really neat, but he could never understand. it was filled with so much angst, yet so much hope. and Kar really confused him. He always thought Kar had been the ego freak all along. And so he couldn't stand it so much so that he didn't bother understanding Kar. they'd never get along well anyway.

he moved on to the corner spilled with angst and blue. literally and figuratively. to him blue symbolised melancholy. Keat's favourite colour was blue. He thought keat was his best friend. And he overheard, sometime ago, Keat telling Kar, "Seriously i'm getting a little irritated by him". Immediately he understood it. he never expected that to happen. he thought they could be the best of friends for eternity. but the crude reality had proved him wrong. so much so it stabbed him right through the heart. And so he learnt to stay far away from Keat. He looked into keat eyes with hatred everytime their eyes met. It was coldness. he feared the coldness. but he feared trusting too much and getting hurt once more.

Keat had changed to much he got the shock of his life. he used to be the most innocent one among the six of them, but now Keat, changed so much. The innocence was gone. The eyes. Filled with hatred and hypocrisy. It was so obvious. So he started blaming Kar for causing Keat to change so much. But later on he ceased to care any longer. because they were no longer, what humans call, "friends".

He started wondering whether it was because he chose marine engineering instead of aerospace engineering that caused the split. But then again, Ri, who took marine enginnering with him did not have as much problems as he did. That's who the following corner belonged to.

He read the long, long scribbles by Ri. Ri's handwriting was almost horizontal. but it consist of something very strong, and that was the soul. Ri always seemed so rational and matured and he always seemed so happy and cheerful. Ri's scribbles full of insanity, seldom unhappiness although there was, made a grin spread across his face. thank goodness he still had Ri. at least for now.

He came to the last corner. the one nearest to the doorway. it belonged to Val. His scribbles were all short. Yet highly amusing and full of sarcasm. He missed the days Val and him would stay behind in the lecture theatre to study. How they munched on the chocolates, how they laughed till tears streamed, how insane they were.

He returned to the corner of the room, where they would lie down in a circle and talk about what happened in the day, share their feelings, where they cried, where they brought comfort for one another, where they would laugh and joke together. but now that was all on that platform was just but a thick layer of dust.

He pushed open the heavy, wooden door of the room and stepped out of it. Fresh air, he swore never to return, never to angst about the past friendship they had, never to cry for it again. Then, he threw the bronze coloured key--the key to the room, into the well right outside the room. He looked into his own reflections, in search of himself. But all he could see was the tear drop joining the rest of the water. He wiped his face with the back of his jumper and walked off in long strides. He would never ever return. he swore. he had decided to let go of the past and move on. alone. since he could not find anyone to walk along with him anymore. he will just wait to meet someone along the way and the whole story would repeat itself again. just that he wouldn't cry any longer. because he had grown numb within. so cold he didn't care anymore. life or death. it didn't matter any longer to him.

With his icy, cold, eyes, he stared at the dead end in front of him. Stepping on the accelerator with all his might, he ceased to exist....

I had a real good time @ 8:20 PM
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Monday, May 08, 2006

Yesterday. failed to cheer someone up and i felt like..bad after that. how stupid can i get?
Today. Screwed my chinese p2 up. nearly fell asleep. then my cold started getting up a little when mr yeo stepped in and every single time he walked pass me i'll sneeze. lol.
physics was okay. but every single time i think it's okay it never comes out right. so perhaps i screwed it too. i think.
So off we went to JE library. lyn weiyi and i. and we met canida and dawn. so it's the five of us. again. then we met adrian ang from the leadership training company called ehi-passiko.
and later we met Mrs Seng. yea. rachel seng. her baby's cute (i only saw the pic la, but all babies are cute anyway. do i make sense? yes i think i do. yea i DO make sense.)

We were trying to make acronyms for our Anions identification. and i started out with:
[C]ow [S]hit--> Chloride + acidified silver nitrate
[B]ull [Shit]--> Sulphate + acidified barium nitrate
Then weiyi was trying to make out words for IL.
and lyn came out with
[I]n [Love]-->Iodide + acidified lead (II) nitrate
Weiyi came out with:
[C]ow [D]ied--> carbonate + dilute acid
and they were trying to figure out
NSA..
and it just popped into my head:
[N]o [S]hit [A]vailable [A]nymore--> Nitrate + sodium hyfroxide +aluminium gives out ammonia

So the story came out to be Cow shit and Bull Shit which are pure and white in the first place fell In Love and became yellow yellow dirty fellows. Then The cow died and decomposed to form CO2. Because cow died, no shit was available anymore.

pure and white--> white ppt for both reactions
yellow yellow dirty fellows-->white ppt. for Iodide
Decompose to form CO2--> co2 given off
No shit available anymore--> anymore means ammonia was given off

WHAT GREAT GENIUSES ARE WE!!! =] *GRINS*

had a good laugh.

don't know. i met them. for the second time. and seriously. like. i went wtf everytime i saw them. i don't know why. friends? were they? more like hypocrites. and so they kinda spoiled my mood and i went off earlier. despite the fact i dislike home i'd rather have some time alone on the train. to think. laugh? ha. maybe. then i returned to cry like a pathetic asshole. seriously. why am i putting on a brave front trying to make people happy? what right in the world do i have when i myself ain't really happy? how much more anal can i get.

I had a real good time @ 5:41 PM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

Had a busy weekend man.
Friday went to meet yongting for mugging. then went off to sbm, then to ngeeann for the briefing.
Saturday vesak at orchard--let's not talk about it.
Today--leon and i got badly humiliated by this kid.
Went to woodlands library to mug, then there was this puzzle that provided us with two blocks of wood and we were supposed to put it together to form a tetrahedral. so we struggled and thought and didn't manage to figure it out. so off we went. then we returned to try it again. so came this caucasian kid however old he was, didn't look like he's more than seven came to us, took the blocks from leon and with one swift move, put the two blocks together into a tetrahedral. he gave us a smirk and walked off.
oh boy, we were all so humiliated we turned to face the pillar behind us.
and leon went totally red.

rotfl.

fun though.

shall go off to mug. =]

hey pig, cheerios! you may miss your friends, but there's still friends round ya alright?

I had a real good time @ 7:52 PM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Numero one: I FOUND "HIKARI"!!
Numero two: this guy called kairi added me in msn a long time ago after we met in maple like...many many months ago. so i was about to ask him if he wanted to go for camp and i realised he had lessons. so anyway we just engaged in a casual chat and we exchanged our blog addresses. and apparently he saw the post of the birthday surprise at pastamania so he asked when was my birthday. and it turned out that we actually share the same birthday!!
Number 3: he heard the song of my blog and i realised he was a fan of KH. and he actually got the jap version of "simple and clean", "hikari"...
haha..what a coincidence!!

but he's like..so tall..and i envy him so much....

haha...end of story. i shall return to mugging.

I had a real good time @ 9:07 PM
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OH SHOOT! i ENTIRELY screwed up my english paper 2 la.
1-it was freaking tough
2-i could hardly understand the passage, not to mention how to answer the question
3-my english results have been horrendous all the while

it's four days of mugging left. woohoo!!

I had a real good time @ 4:51 PM
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I had something to gloat about for the day. Number one: i got good grades for my chemistry class test. Number two. i realised i won't have to attend school from 11th may all the way to 15th may. and i'm freaking happy about that.And so dawn and i somehow went mad about speaking mandarin. and we have this evil plan to go freak out tuition teacher out tomorrow. wahahaha..some sadistic ways to destress.
Jess got me this cute little bear. real sweet. =]

so went to the library after school to mug. was close to knocking out but i laughed a lot. after such a long time. haha...

nice day. destress before the exams. seriously, im very slack.

OH MAN!!! I LOVE JH!! [not jinhong]....WOOTS!!! he FINALLY agreed to come for camp and he even got me two other campers!! OMGOMG!!! HAHAHAHA...IM SO FREAKING HIGH NOW...BUT WHO CARES?!! IM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!! HAHAHAHAHA.....

I had a real good time @ 8:05 PM
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Slept real late last night because some pig called me when i was about to sleep to help him convert his WMA file to MP3 format. *curses*
oh well. I'm rather happy. i can't believe i got an A1 for my english class test. how i wish it was the mid-years. then again, it's the very first time in history i got an A1 for my english. haha. was so worried and i actually did well!! woots!
haha...
wanna go sleep le. bye!

I had a real good time @ 4:57 PM
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Monday, May 01, 2006


the pig sleeping with my pig
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 8:30 PM
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This morning i went a little insane and made the effort to wake up slightly earlier to go for a short jog. yea, exam stress' making me go SLIGHTLY off track (and perhaps the word "slightly" is a bit of an understatement and the "a bit" is yet another a bit of an understatement and this goes on and on and on....)

Oh well, after that the two insane little kiddies came over to my house. Little kiddies as in, Ivan and Yongting. Oh well, so some pig slept and slept and slept and slept. [you'll see the pig's picture later on, in the following post".

So mug mug mug i fell asleep too..but hey! i only took at short nap of around 20 minutes while some pig slept for around two hours okay..

oh well, mug mug mug mug mug then they decided to go home. so happily i escorted them to the mrt station but someone complained he was hungry. so accompanied him to eat and to talk some crap and wasted about one hour watching him eat and accompanying him. but either way it was relatively fun. gotta admit ivan's one who can really make people laugh.

anw, the way you eat is still very ugly despite the fact that the kaya toast is bigger.=p

I had a real good time @ 8:00 PM
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