Wednesday, February 28, 2007
looking; with the shifty gaze
feeling; the insecurity
envisioning; the darkness
imagining; the hope
pawing at nothing
gasping for oxygen
grasping for emptiness
the heart remains lost
damn
I had a real good time @ 8:55 PM
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Monday, February 26, 2007
I had a real good time @ 8:26 PM
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Friday, February 23, 2007
World by beegees
Now, I found, that the world is round
and of course it rains everyday.
Living tomorrow, where in the world will I be tomorrow?
How far am I able to see?
Or am I needed here?
Now, I found, that the world is round
and of course it rains everyday.
If I remember all of the things I have done,
I'd remember all of the times I've gone wrong.
Why do they keep me here?
Now, I found, that the world is round
and of course it rains everyday
And Now, I found, that the world is round
and of course it rains everyday
And Now, I found, that the world is round
and of course it rains everyday
And Now, I found, that the world is round
and of course it rains everyday
I like these lyrics a lot too! XD
Common Test's starting. Good luck to everyone!
"Wruff...wruff wruff....say stop....wrufffffff...wru...wruff...."
*Silence*
"You very evil leh! dont want to say stop"
"stop"
"meow"
I had a real good time @ 8:05 PM
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Don't Let It Go To Waste Matt Willis
Drawing circles on the window
Then I'm staring at the floor
There are places that we could go
cos we've been here before
And I'm losing myself
And I'm feeling a little...
Confused, I need help
I'm outta here
Chorus
Get out the car honey-what you said was outta place
Well, I guess I'm walking home, that sad look upon my face
Straight from the heart no worries, got a lot of love to make
Can you feel it a little? Don't let it go to waste
We're like a long-distance conversation
With a two-second delay
Talk a lot but we don't listen
And we got so much to say
And i'm losing myself
And i'm feeling a little...
Confused, I need help
I'm outta here.
Chorus
And I don't want to miss you, even though we got issues
Yeah, I know we can get through
Live for it all, cos after the fall comes the high
Chorus
Don't let it go to waste
Don't let it go to waste
If you felt it a little, well don't
let it go to waste
thanks a lot for being willing to give me time. =D
I had a real good time @ 2:23 PM
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
Chinese New Year was relatively boring. Chinese New Year Eve was more exciting.
Went to sembawang Park to view fireworks. Pretty man, at any one time there'll be more than 5 fireworks going on. The most I saw was 12 fireworks. And guess what? I saw a shooting star =D
My dad was driving and he called the traffic light 青红火 and when we laughed, he realised it was a direct translation from hokkein. Damn funny. XD
damn. I miss you a lot a lot.
I had a real good time @ 8:58 PM
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SIS!
For some unknown reason, I have been listening to New Age music instead of the normal pop/rock. I don't know how to describe the feeling. More peaceful? Calm? Happy? Blessed? It's just a mixture of a lot of feelings that causes me prefer it to the previous.
New Year is just less than 12 hours away and here I am, telling myself to stop procrastinating and get on with my work. Need to work hard.
I had a real good time @ 2:48 PM
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Friday, February 16, 2007
It feels as in some unknown bacteria is attacking my muscles, eating them bit by bit...
Drama session yesterday included some steps that was similar to Pilate. Stretch...Balance..ouch.
Okay, so CNY celebrations at communist-minded Nan Hua today was fairly fine, I'm just slightly irritated by the horrible songs they blast through the PA system every single morning when the moon is still happily lying on the clouds. It feels like I've been brainwashed.
After the celebrations with my beloved communist school, went to Simei for Zhenglin's farewell. Shan't elaborate on it though. Shag!!
I had a real good time @ 11:47 PM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VALENT[U]NA!!!
Haha, Valentine's day is supposed to be super happy but I was totally crushed when I got back my Physics test result. Oh well, friendship and love is like floating everywhere. Guys are carrying bouquets of roses and heart-shaped balloons.
Got to work harder. Results are getting from bad to worse. I WILL!! hahaha.
Something Random: My itunes started working suddenly so i started listening to a list of New Age melodies, of which includes one entitled, "Valentine's Day". =D
I had a real good time @ 2:50 PM
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Something that happened very very long ago...
学生：老师，我今天哭耶
老师就关心地问学生：你为什么哭呢？
学生：我妈妈骂我啰
Hahaha, utterly cute. Something random luh.
Mdm Noraidah decided to come into class and pop us a surprise test. Lesigh..
I had a real good time @ 4:19 PM
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
Been beginning to doubt my ability to cope with work this year, despite the fact that my entire weekend is given up to the mugging devil. Plus the one hundred and one commitments outside that clash.
To me, this year is a peak, I want to do a lot of things, but apparently, I can't really cope.
Oh well, but not being able to cope means I'll be all depressed about it. Haha, I'll still be lively and happy and crazy. =]
Two guys were conversing beside us as Yongting and I were mugging. Pretty funny. And gay. XD
Oh well, back to Chinese compo. bye.
I had a real good time @ 6:26 PM
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
Went to school early in the morning for Eric Tan's physics lesson before heading to Circuit road for Community service with SBMY. It was relatively saddending, the lady, she was really worried that the doctor would lie to her and her eyes wouldn't be cured. Spurred Madeline and my emotions when she cried. We ought to treasure what we have now, it's indeed a blessing that we have the ability to help others around us. Therefore we should make use of the opportunity, feel blessed by helping more people. =D
The house was pretty dusty and all of us could form a sneezing choir at the rate we were sneezing.
Used the really traditional kind of washing machine whereby the tap is turned on and the water flows out into the bath room and to spin dry, transfer to the drum next to the washing thing. COOL! haha, it was indeed an enriching experience.
Okay, so after that was mugging. RAWR. my drain is bead. XD
I had a real good time @ 7:31 PM
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Friday, February 09, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYI!!!!
Mdm Noraidah showed us the Macbeth Dvd. Conclusion: Lady Macbeth is freaking horny.After the show, Weiyi said: "She's so flat i thought she was already unsexed", with reference to the line, "Unsex me here". Damn funny sia.
Mdm Noraidah was like: *GASP* when Lady Macbeth groped her own breasts with reference to the line "Come to my woman's breasts And take my milk for gall, you murd'ring ministers". LOL.
Anyway, Macbeth was supposed to be handsome and he turned out to look more like a Roti Prata man and when he and Banquo stand together, let me tell of you you, ULTIMATE GAYS! Especially when the two of them held each other in shock. WA LAO EH!
Okay, sufficient about Macbeth.
yesterday, made Weiyi's birthday cake--Apricot custard pie. It turned out nice. YAY!! hahaha. =]
Our class has set a new goal: Protect Mrs Chang. There's something wrong with him man. We set our goals and one of his was "Get Mrs Chang". Then, he took a picture of Mrs Chang with his K800i and put it as his wallpaper.
Him: Mrs chang, can you go to my house and teach me math?
mrs Chang: Why should I? What do you treat me as?
Him: Then can i go to your house?
I quote from Ekneng, "There's something very wrong with him."
he went to strangle Jiabin when Jiabin called him hanhan. My goodness. He's so violent. EWEWEWEWEW.
I had a real good time @ 4:41 PM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
Results are coming out tomorrow... *takes a deep breath*
Cramming information about Britain as a healthcare state into my brain.
Im amused.
Hangqi: Won't die de lar
Me: Lol. I know..You're not THAT angsty. Yet.
HQ: i not angry la, don't worry, I won't get angry de, no matter what
Me: ANGSTY IS NOT ANGRY!! my..goodness =.=
HQ: Then?
I had a real good time @ 6:08 PM
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Menu for vegetarian dishes:
Vegetarian Spaghetti Carbonara [I hope it turns out nice]
Okonomiyaki
Mushroom and Potato Chowder
Vegetable Tempura
Someone suggest something?
Tuition yesterday was damn damn amusing with this small little girl going against Javier.
She wrote me a note: 他的声音很 ble.
Me: Huh? What is Ble?
Her: bla..blu...blur
me: Orh! *writes "blur" on the paper*
Her: Correct correct
She's so damn cute luh!
Then she passed me a sweet under tha table =]
So Javier was making horrible statements like "I'm the shortest in class and I can still grow" when he's already so freaking tall. Sohe , by the end of the lesson, tlittle girl has termed him, "Haolian boy".
Haha. I'm infatuated with her man. She's so so so naive and cute and lovable! [unlike some horrible people who claim themselves as short to rub salt into others' wounds.]
Anyway, I'm damn happy man. I THRASHED THE C CLAN WHO CLAIM THEMSELVES TO BE SO PRO IN THOSE 修辞手法!! WOOHOO!!!
I had a real good time @ 8:46 PM
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Secondary four life has definitely not been easy. In the past I used to spend my saturdays at SBM talking and laughing, but now I spend my time there digging books. Similarly, I used to spend my Sundays rotting at home but now, I spend my Sunday studying. Weekends are the only days that allow me to catch up with the week's work.
Mrs Chang has finally started on the topic of differentiation and I can predict that a lot of my brain cells are going to be sent to worship Cambridge.
Perhaps I've been over-reliant of tuition. Without tuition I lose my confidence, I just stare at the paper and think: Shit, I bet the answer's wrong. I don't know how to do it. I'm super unsure of my own work, haix.
On a sidenote, I think the cold weather makes people moodswing/emo. Classic example: Siian and someone. LOL.
Elaine gets really amusing when she laughs or goes high. Laughing is...enjoyable.
I shall go take a nap.
I had a real good time @ 4:10 PM
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Monday, February 05, 2007
My Chinese O's results are coming out and I feel stressed up. A thousand and one "What if"s are going through my head at this very moment. What if I did screw my paper up? What if I was overconfident and wasn't even aware of my own glinches? What if I get a B? What if I have to drop Higher Chinese?
haix, pray hard everything will be fine.
Anyway, Collin really surprises me. I always thought he was so nice not to smoke but only to realise he does, he always gave me the impression that he sings like a toad because of how he talks and my mom told me "his voice is so mesmerising, it's even better than those project superstar champions". I look forward to hearing his singing voice. XD
I had a real good time @ 8:20 PM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
Warning: Stay away from yongting too, especially when something dumb happens to you and you already feel malu-ated and she'll laugh her ass off and make you feel even more malu-ated. YOU'RE SO GODDAMN EVIL LUH!!!
Okay, I shall stop blogging with those colloquial English. Anyway, while studying at Mac today, I screamed twice. The first time was because some dumb balloon burst and I got a shock because I was concentrating. I shall not elaborate about the second time but I screamed again because I got a shock because I was, too, concentrating. See? I concentrate when I study! Okay, out of point.
So anyway, that horrible woman by the name of Yongting has to laugh her head off and then make me even more embarrassed than I already was with everyone staring at me. Other horrible people decided to put things like "BOO" on their msn nickname to further jeer at me. See? The earth contains A LOT of horrible people.
Anyway, I broke my personal record and did two Chinese compositions today. I feel so proud of myself. =D
It doesn't feel like a sunday night.
It doesn't feel like it's a Monday tomorrow.
And my point is I don't feel like sleeping. -,-
I used to be equally dumb, equally stupid, so i don't want such stuff to happen to you, my girl, please, hang on tough, it's just this really rough patch in life that everyone else goes through too, you're special and you should make yourself more special by making the best out of this shit, make yourself dazzle after it, make yourself happy. Don't keep it to yourself, don't use such a method to relieve yourself of the emotional pain, it's not worth it, trust me, he's just but a bastard. Please, hang tough. I've learnt to accept the friendship, give us a chance, i want the chance, don't deprive us the chance to prove that we can overcome all the obstacles that are oncoming.
To the special you, there are times one gets buried in shit, please, stand strong, no one can explain why is everything bad happening to you, why is your life going wrong, but what matters now is not why it's occuring to you, but how you're going to overcome in, move on with life and learn from it, move on with the knowledge. It's part and parcel of life, so make the best out of it. You gotta hang on tight. I know you can do it, I'm confident that you can go through all these, cheer up.
I had a real good time @ 9:47 PM
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