A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

I haven't been in touch with my religion for a long, long time. I would say that examinations, cca and other commitments are definitely not valid reasons for me neglecting my own spiritual wellbeing. So much so I find myself losing my temper, getting irritated and making stupid decisions which makes me regret later on. I couldn't control my own emotions, breaking down like a typical angsty teenager when I knew that the situation can be handled in a more optimistic manner. I could feel the fear somewhere in me when I lay in bed, reflecting and realising my spiritual wellbeing is going downslope and I am no longer as happy as I used to be.
I offered to help to design our camp shirt. Meanwhile, I found utmost joy. Although sleep had to be sacrificed, other recreational activities had to be put aside, but I slowly found my brain linking up with Buddhism once more. Sometimes it's really these small little things in life that bring happiness upon us. Looking through quotes for the shirt made me realise a lot, as well as reminded me of things I've once learnt but to this day, forgotten. It's this very subtle joy that I experienced, yet it was fulfilling. It made everything worth it.
"Feeling" Buddhism once again made me feel refreshed. I don't exactly know why, but I know that it makes me feel that I've learnt more and life's more meaningful because I learn things. Now that I'm back, I'll remain as happy Marble. Spiritually happy. =]

I had a real good time @ 3:01 PM
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