Friday, June 30, 2006
i think i have the fate of folding stuff for stuff that i am committed to. [well, at least it's a MUST to be committed to edc]. previously we had to fold lotuses for vesak. now i gotta fold a hundred notes for the clues of the farewell games.
but i gotta admit organising the farewell party taught me a lot. especially how simple the organising of station games can get.i always thought it was something hopelessly chaotic and brain racking to get out the schedules for station games. now i know how to do it myself =]hope it's gonna go well.
i got honnie to go for SBM's sharing tomorrow. so happy =]
I had a real good time @ 10:22 PM
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Miraculously school wasn't tiring for me today. i don't know it's just like i don't fall asleep during the lesson and i'm on crack and most probably it's because insanity got the better of me. =]
oh well. basically lyn and i went high on our way home. yea, AGAIN.
no idea why. we ALWAYS go high when we're together on our way home.
XD
i'm prepared to torture the sec 4s during their farewell. *evil laughter*
I had a real good time @ 3:49 PM
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
i am feeling SLIGHTLY (i admit this is an understatement) murderous. my mp3 player is in a bad-enough state and she actually broke the battery cover as well. it was pretty long ago but i just got quite irritated by her irresponsible and *stare at you and act innocent* behaviour. gosh. never mind about that. i shall try my best to save as much money as i can to get myself another mp3 player. it's in such a
chinese oral's coming. i have no idea to worry for it or just to slack. there's nothing much to be done except speak more mandarin which will most probably make people around me pop.
my literature essay. it was supposed to be 500 words and i was whining away. but i did something worse than whining. i wrote a 3000word essay instead. -.-
oh ya. did i mention on our last night at chiangmai ELEPHANTS appeared along the streets where we had our dinner? so cool!!
i was so delighted edc finally had a production to do and that we didn't have to do a script on our own. but due to some "miss j lecture to miss koh" no choice had to write scripts again.
miss koh was telling me i looked very stressed up. do i? i don't right? tell me i dont, yea I DON'T. lol. quoted from cheryl yeo: STOP LIVING IN DENIAL.
*headesk*
i'm sick and tired of it, it's just so tough to get everyone working, even within the exco members itself. i'm really worried about thursday's meeting. like. i have no idea how to get them working. i don't see why do teachers enjoy forcing their students to do things that they do not want to. homework may be a seperate issue, but i really didn't want to be president for edc. it's just so freaking tiring. having to juggle so many things at one go.just so stressful. and i really ain't up to their standards.can't they see it? why are they determining the fates of the students the moment they see them? the commitment isn't there. uncooperative people like xunwei really piss me off. so irritated i flared up at him. how can he do this? he refused to pay and said he was only joking from the start. im so fucking tired.sometimes i really wish i could just jump down the building and forget every single thing in this torturing world.
I had a real good time @ 3:00 PM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
there's something i ought to celebrate--i survived my first day at school!
like. i woke up, then i started wondering how to tie my plaits. scorpion or normal? i just started wondering to myself and settled with normal.
all the teachers seemed to be in a horrendous mood today.
then when i was going home i overslept to yishun. so took the train back. -.-
oh ya. i went to ananda's blog and saw the post zhengli posted in accordance to the previous sharing. meaningful. like...really meaningful
i don't know if i should look forward to the international summer camp or not. it's like. gah. miss more lessons when my results are already kns
was blog hopping. then wanted to enter jh's blog. but i ended up typing: physic_zeta@hotmail.com
-.-
I had a real good time @ 4:34 PM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
i've got this bad bad bad habit called "procrastination".
every single time i want to rid myself of this habit it'll take over me again and i'll procrastinate to get rid of it. i hope i'm making sense here.
then i've got another bad habit. i pick what i like to do. my homework came before the order for me to design the shirt and blogskin. now now, of course you know my choice. i did the designs first. how i wish i was as enthu in doing my homework. then i'll give myself an excuse: it'll be a burden off me then i can concentrate on my studies when school reopen..so now, the shirt design and blogskin design are finally done because inspiration came fluttering through the window although the window wasn't open.
actually it's bullshit. [i'm referring to my way of escaping my homework.]
so i decided to get my butt off the seat in front of the computer and made coli come out to mug with me. after completing our work i had a chat with her. FINALLY. finally got to have a good chat with her. such a long time since i managed to talk to her. but i had to sit in mac for one hour before she came. naughty girl was late. hehe. jk.used to talk a lot with her on our way home in the bus. now that she seldom goes, i seldom get to see her too. miss her so much.. haha.. so happy to talk to her and update her on the latest event aka gossip. haha. kidding.
drama club FINALLY has a production to do after one whole year of fruit-salad playing and after our dear drama night was cancelled. haha. but then miss koh's giving me a mountain of stress[is there such a descriptive term? no? who cares. this is not an english essay]
longan was giving me directions and he told me the shop's opposite the swimming complex. and i asked him a lame question: "which side? the swimming complex got four walls right?" -.- i think i'm losing my sanity. wait. do i have the thing called "sanity" in my brain in the first place?
i've been blabbering a lot these two days. why ar? i also duno. i think maths made me insane. rather, worse than i already was.
i miss having ernest in ananda. =[
i strarted wondering why would people[okay, not everyone, but someone i know] care so much to see if their tagboards are stagnated or whatsoever. i don't know. to me blogging isn't to see if you're popular or what but to rant to yourself and update people on your life, and sometimes, to let people know you better. the tagboard is just a shortcut to the "comments" link that's on a standard blogger-generated blogskin. i was thinking. if you care so much about no one tagging, and to use tagging as a representation of your popularity, you might as well have a poll for everyone as well as to create an entire webpage with one huge gigantic tagboard. that's so lame. gah. im so lame. why am i ranting so much rubbish. -,-
I had a real good time @ 7:30 PM
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
totally worn out. yesterday was trying to chiong the ananda blogskin which came out as bullshit and slept at 3am and woke at 6.45 for CIP@botanic gardens in collaboration with salvation army:the haven [orpahanage]. in short it's just bringing the kids out to have some fun.or maybe to torture ourselves since we're such masochists.
i only have one word to describe the kids--"traumatising"
In the first place i wasn't in charge or any kids. but they got so out of control everyone had to hold a kid's hand. they were so wild and they ran everywhere so while i was running after one i slipped and got my pants all muddy.
then they fight. like. tough to stop even when i beg them to hit me instead. gotta totally hug them and stop them from moving.
and extremely vulgar.they shout[or perhaps scream] vulgarities across the entire open area like--YOU F***ING B****!! F*** OFF!! F*** YOU! KNN! CCB! [and the list goes on and on]
and i had a hard time trying to get them to play dog and bone but it turned out fine cos i was shouting my head off and they calmed down after laughing at me zao xia. maybe i can use this for monster kids at camp too.[hopefully i won't meet any la] who knows it can be a good tactic for crowd control when i get very very despo.
and i did something so lame. i piggy backed this cute kid called zhiwei and he was tugging on my necklace so i told him: don't pull, later break
him: then?
me: if it breaks i'll be very sad and i'll drop you onto the floor and you'll die
and right after that he listened to me and stopped pulling my necklace. i can't believe this could work.quoted from jh: "the best death threat ive ever heard"
what a hopelessly lame threat that actually worked.
but i thought today with the kids was fun. despite being so traumatising they're just so irrestibly cute! nice experience la actually. kids have weird way of thinking but they're easy to convince or in a more straightforward term, more easy to bluff. wahaha.
so i left for sbm. didn't know which way was it to the nearest bus stop which was in front of gleneagles. so i figured gleneagles was at a main road. i stood at the pavement staring at which direction would most cars go in 'cos i thought that most cars would be heading to the main road than the private housing area which was so ulu without any bus stops or anything. so i took the gamble and walked towards the right where most vehicles were heading. walked for 20mins and i saw gleneagles. gosh i was so so so happy. after that took the bus supposedly to dhoby ghaut but i mistook forum for plaza singapura and alighted a few stops earlier so ended up taking the train from orchard.
then in sbm. was one hour late but bertina and i were teasing the hell out of zhenglin. hahaha. then left slightly earlier with bertina to do maths homework at mac. then was concentrating a lot while doing the work then i heard something slam against the window panel. really loud. then saw victor teo and another person. forgot who. lol. then they slammed themselves (rather, faces) into the glass panel. got a shock. lol. quoted from bertina: KIASINANG.COM
then went to see some guys play soccer for a tiny while before going off. i shan't mention who's bad lar. but it's pretty much CMI.
then went home with bert and jianhao, her classmate. the door of the train closed and there was a woman behind him trying to get past. guess what he told the lady?
"THE TRAIN DOOR CLOSE ALREADY"
bertina and i: *stare and blink* aiyo, she's alighting at the next stop la. think people want to get out wait until door close le then say excuse me meh?
lol. weird people without cow sense DO exist in this world. wahaha. kidding.
im losing my sanity already. most probably due to lack of sleep. i'm currently gloating over the fact that someone has been having a stomachache since aftenoon. wahaha. *okay, i OUGHT TO be having compassion at this moment but the sadistic nature within me simply eats the compassion up. the sadistic nature is something with a VERY special diet indeed!
WOOHOO! the ananda shirt design is finally done! PLEASE DO NOT REMIND ME OF THE BLOGSKIN!
I had a real good time @ 10:35 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006
Twenty days flew. really did. before the trip to chiang mai i was still wondering how the hell was i supposed to survive my three weeks there with totally nothing planned and with no friends with me. Then as if i took the plane off to chiang mai yesterday, here i am sitting in front of the computer twenty days later.
Throughout this period of time pretty much happened. somehow it feels that i got slightly closer to my sister. then again i start to worry that it is only because we're not in singapore with no friends with us. then situations may start to turn sour again.
Somehow this trip triggers my memories of being in myanmar. don't know. i still have this dream within me go go back there to live. seems happier. or maybe 'cos i was just a kid back then.no studies no nothing. and no brain. lol.
Hoho. so here i am to blabber some nonsense again. XD
yea im back in singapore. bertina, don't get tricked. i AM back. lol. but following the flight was sms to get me out to do lit n physics. gah.
whatever. im glad i finished most of my homework.
i cant wait to see sbm. miss them.
cip with monster kids. no idea what's gonna happen. haix.
I had a real good time @ 12:50 AM
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
just a few days before i return to singapore.
time really flies.like. only 4 days left.
lawrance called yesterday. i guess it was relatively hilarious when mama said we were in chiang mai and he kept apologising. haha.
went to the umbrella factory and silk factory today. pretty interesting.
dinner was fabulous. like, went to the restaurant located in the mountainous area with a waterfall with nice scenery of chiangmai. then was playing with the telescope in the toilet (since the viewing area is in the toilet fot god-knows-what-reason). but nice food. and the people sand crying in the rain and i got so happy. then the clown gave me a balloon bear which a gave to Lar, the driver the chauffeurs us everywhere. he's very nice.and the way my dad and him converse in their weird "chapalang" language.funny.
im pretty bored down here. but pls do not remind me of my hw. haha. shall slack man. XD cant do lit cos i forgot my JLC. left it in sg. =[
pictures will come later. too lazy to upload for now.
I had a real good time @ 10:47 PM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
GAH!! when i meant "im back" i meant that im back to blog!! hehes
Today went bodyglove crazy since they were holding a sale and bought a tee and a pair of long pants. sth like khaki..
had swensens today. =]
but im coughing like a seal already. hehe
i miss you guys man!
anw ytd visited this realli old tenple called the wat chedi luang. then there's this realli nice and old pagoda which has the emerald statue of the buddha from abt 700 yrs back. damn nice. then there's this two halls that contains the relic of two venerables. they also contain the wax figurine of the two venerables that greatly resembled a real body i thought it was a real, preserved corpse. XD
VERY NICE!![im referring to the temple]
XD
PICTURES!!
I had a real good time @ 9:57 PM
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