A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Monday, March 27, 2006

to all who are currently lost, confused, or stuck in a midst of a relationship problem, be it friendship or relationship, just wanna tell you guys that how stuck we are, life still goes on. so move on, yea?

to captain: i believe you can overcome yourself. you won't fall. all things come, all things go. just know it brought you wonderful memories. im moving on, i hope you will too, and you can. jiayou.

to lyn: yea, maybe im being too mean. but i couldn't exactly stand it. i mean, this is definitely not the first time. it's just the point which led me to simply, explode. maybe it was my fault i was too angry i point out his self-centeredness out to him when he was doing so. then again, he did apologise. i don't exactly know. then again i don't wish to end this friendship just like that. perhaps i shall just wait till im cooled down or something before returning to being on better terms with him again. thanks for helping me out with the lost friendship the previous time. i learnt a lot.

to madeline: then again, thanks a lot for letting me pour out my troubles. =]

to eugene: thanks for lending me a listening ear, a good chat ,advice which made me reflect quite a lot. i hope to believe in myself too. and i will, in time to come. i can do it.

and then i tell myself, it's time i talk to you again.

and then i start to worry again. ORD is nearing. what's gonna happen if i take over her? can i lead well? will i? what if i dont? and end up being disliked like how she is now? she used to be nice. but she changed. what if i change too? hopefully i'll be mindful enough to be aware of my own changes to change for the better and be a good leader of EDR.

I had a real good time @ 5:58 PM
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