A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Monday, February 27, 2006

Dawnie with the big big big big big bear trying to run from the mice
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 6:44 PM
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another one. this time trying to shun the camera
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 6:43 PM
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been kinda sian recently.
lyn laughed a lot when she went to sbmy.
i shall so wish somebody happy birthday.
slept for like..fifteen hours on sat to sunday.
i can't believe i did okay for my physics, a maths and e maths!!
oh well.
yea. maybe. drifting apart. not much confidence for the poster. haix.

I had a real good time @ 6:39 PM
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

my a maths paper was 100% horrendous.
i couldn't complete the freaking paper!!
dead for another paper.
i can't believe three eight has gotten their E maths paper back.
their teacher is so efficient la!
on the other hand, this is the freaking first time i managed an A2 for my english!!
it's a class test and it's a compo but it's like...first time in history!
i was still expecting myself to be one of those to flunk it.
omg omg omg omg omg!
today was a lil off for me as i felt really tired due to thinking my brain out yesterday till twelve plus an dhad to wake at 5.15 today as dad's going thailand.
tomorrow's physics and lit test!!
last day!!
YAY!!!!!!

karma. how it works. ah.
i always make lyn and dawn and ting imaine those stuff about some people.
and evelyn just made me imagine my chio bro screaming. NO!!!!!

I had a real good time @ 4:06 PM
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

YAY!! IM OFFICIALLY DEAD FOR MY E MATHS AND GROGRAPHY PAPER!!! -one minute of silence to mourn for me, please?-
well, today evelyn told me some shocking news about my resemblance to someone.
i REFUSE-shakes head vigorously and goes bu4 yao4! [some people will get this]- to admit that i look like THAT guy. it MUST be because he has a chio face okay-im not saying im chio, just that his face chio-->he looks girly-.
XD -self-obsession meter starts rising and rising and rising and explodes*
yea yea. he's my "long lost bro" .
kidding.
i wanna watch final destination 3!!!!!
it's just three more papers to the end of CT.
although what's more torturing than studying is getting back results.
tomorrow's A maths and i racked my brain over the 2005 CT papers.
IM SO HAPPY I PASSED MY A MATHS CLASS TEST!!

i was re-reading some old posts and thinking how we used to describe giving up on life as the thread snapping.
then somehow i was thinking of seeding. then crystals will grow and grow and grow on the thread and the thread will be really really strong! the so called crystals are determination and optimism, i suppose. don't ask me why i'm suddenly typing this. it just popped up into my mind. side effect of too much chemistry and mrs siew repeating the process countless times i guess. since i've typed this pile of shit here, might as well make some sense out of them.
may the crystals grow really really nicely and beautifully on everyone's thread of life. and may everyone survuve through their exams and not die of excess stress--> laughing and laughing and laughing--> hyperventilating--> dying [this doesn't make sense but anyway...]

yea. don't ask me why i've been using so many colours in my posts recently too. maybe it's cos im turning in some stuff u see on the beach...*yea lyn you got it*

I had a real good time @ 3:14 PM
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

before i set off for mugging my e maths and geog, i shall post a post in my blog.
today, i just went high for i don't know what reason.
on the train with lyn, i forgot what we mentioned so i laughed a little,
and lyn said: you aren't gonna laugh and laugh and..
me: *starts laughing*
lyn: gone case *starts to laugh too*

yea.laughing is good for destressing

WAHAHAH
i am feleing extremely evil now. and i found an advantage of being an upper secondary student via a conversation with evelyn!

me: 26th march is a nicer day!
evelyn: march? i thought april?
me: lols. april. study maths until gong liao.
evelyn: LOLS.My maths is NEXT TUESDAY. LALALALALA.ok...there is class test on friday
me: hey. mine's better. my exams end on friday. LALALALA.
evelyn: NOT FAIR!
me: you still gotta pia until next tues.WAHAHAH
evelyn: no, is wednesday. still got art.
me: I CAN ENJOY MY WEEKENDS!!!! LALALALALA
evelyn: GRRRRR

WAHAHAHAHA!!! im sure you're reading this evelyn. *sadistic hormones spring up and starts laughing maniacally.*

GO BACK TO MUGGING!!!! STOP SLACKING AND PROCRASTINATING AND GO BACK TO YOUR AL-GEEEE-BRA----EEEK---EEE-QUAAAKKKKK--ZIIIOOONNNSSSSSS!!!

I had a real good time @ 4:44 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

High from doing maths, i FINALLY decided to complete my journal assignment. HOWEVER..things may nto be as wonderful as you think they are. my assignment turned out this way and i hope miss koh doesn't fling me down the building, if she can even lift me.

Turning Fifteen this year….
I have not officially turned fifteen this year yet, but I guess it’s still the same for all have set into the wonderful lives of secondary three.

Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress.
Stress is the one and only word that I can think of. In fact, I’m even thinking of forming a new word—“stressology” in the Oxford Dictionary of Marbelogy. Life around me is full of angst and stress. Every single person around me seems to be doing nothing else but “headesking”, that is, while completing assignments, running onto the edge of insanity and thus banging their head against the desk.

It is tough attempting to adapt to the new studying environment (of which I have not managed to do so and am still currently in my dreamland of holidays). However, when it comes to the point of laughing like a crazy retard for god knows what reasons, it SLIGHTLY brightens up my day.

It gets highly amusing when friends around me came up with “eight ways to destroy Nanhua” (of which I shall not elaborate) due to too much stress. While trying really really hard not to procrastinate, I will still end up right in front of my beloved computer.

However, I think I ought to be complimented for being willing to take up tuition, it may be a waste of money for a person like me, but wonders never cease. Stress has turned me into a half looney, as you can see from what I have written above. But I do feel that my definition of “insanity” is reasonably sane. Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world.

On the other hand, stress has allowed me to SLIGHTLY push myself harder, despite the fact that I still detest completing my oh-so-wonderful-and-fun assignments, which include this one as well.

Commitments may be something that I am more willing to succumb to, although along with them comes stress. Major projects are setting in, such as community service with the Renci Hospital and Vesak@Orchard. Being a house leader, responsibilities set in endlessly. But I enjoy my job, because it is something I love. Apparently I do not have the passion for studying. More for procrastination and slacking I suppose.

CCA wise I do not wish to comment much, because it is pure boredom week after week (and partially because I may get thrown off the building after making my remarks). But please do not worry, my passion for drama still lies within my heart.

I have a sea of jealousy for my juniors who still have the right to procrastinate and slack for all they want. But I cannot. Whines from people around me are deafening and therefore I am attempting to reduce the noise pollution and rant on and on and on in this journal. Please do not mind my insanity.

Apparently while I am writing this post I am on the cliff of insanity. It is just because I have not taken my daily dosage of candy, so please do not worry too much. Tests and assignments are simply causing my condition to worsen and worsen and worsen, I can say, infinitely.

The assignments have been preventing me from doing stuff I really enjoy and like, for example, photo-shopping. I yearn to learn to play the guitar however time does not allow me to do so. I HOPE to be able to do so after my O’s which is still, a gazillion years away. Yet, as the same old saying goes, time flies. I wonder what time really look like. Are the wings of time orange and lime green? Then I’ll treasure time a lot. Meanwhile I shall trod off to complete my job of being a blogging fanatic.

I had a real good time @ 7:44 PM
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

Having not updated for a few days, apparently not on friday,
Happy Birthday Sis!
Today,
Happy Birthday Amber!
It's just a little more to twelve, just a little more to 19th feb.
Happy Birthday Clorine!

Yesterday, we had EL party. Then i think leon ate 7 or 8 slices of the chocolate cake.
Then while waiting for the rain to stop, i attempted the maths ws and nearly went mad. So dawn went crazy somehow, and was asking me who is mrs chang. But i had no idea how to describe. Shortly after, while walking to central, i turned back and saw her. Mrs chang. and i started laughing uncontrollably till i teared. And she was like: Mabel, you're a bit high today huh. and canida made the comment that: mrs chang actually made you cry.

Loads of ups and downs took place today. First it was Maddie feeling unwell then trying to help her feel better which she already is,

Met Selina on the mrt,

Struggling my wits out with logarithms.

Then i kinda lost my hp and went into a frantic. Thank goodness a korean found it who kindly passed it to the security. So i had to take the bus back to potongpasir from bishan. carrying the big big big big big big big big big big big bear i received from my fellow sbmyians. and i had to wait for more thna half an hour for the freaking bus to yishun. and one auntie was like: wahh. you buy so big de bear ar.

gotta thank alvin loads for helping to collect the hp from the security.
gotta be more careful in future.
And the bear is really very very cute though mum doesn't really allow me to hug and cuddle it till she vacumns the falling fur out.who knows by the time everything's out the bear is fur-less. -that's lame-
really like it. i shall stare at it and talk to it and look at it to sleep. -that's lame-thanks a lot. =] the bear looks really cute with honglee, cos it's kinda bigger than her.

though i was pretty disappointed you didn't live up to your promise and attend today's sharing.

I had a real good time @ 10:45 PM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

My mp3 player used to only contain 66 songs.
One fine day as i was listening to it, i heard the song "amarantine" and the other songs in the album. Before this when i attempted to rip the songs from the cd into the player, it did not work due to the copyright rubbish. now the whole album is inside. Then, JJ lim's whole album, jiang nan is also inside. I looked at the total number of songs: 101.
where did the extra songs come from?
where did the songs that i did not even listen to come from?
i did not even insert the mp3 player into the usb port for the past weeks.
hmm..
weird.
but all are my favourite songs. so who cares.
XD
common tests are only a few days away and i'm still slacking, only to realise there was nothing mch to study for. yea, im a slacker. and im proud of being one. =)
my sis likes her birthday present for her! yay!!!
and her cake looks nice!!! *yum yum*
hehe...i've been sugar high anyway.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dont ask me i yay what, just high and wanna yay. YAY!*

-continued-
Im so happy!! shu fang is coming for sbmy sharing this week!! yay!!! i hope she stays on!!!

I had a real good time @ 5:09 PM
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Monday, February 13, 2006

My head feels like it's literally flying around.
Getting high with a migraine. Don't ask me why. Maybe because im just born a sado-masochist.
After all, that's what im well known for, no? XD
Getting so high, im despo for shixiong to send me the pictures!!!
I WANNA START WORK, NOW!!
-maybe it's just another excuse for me to procrastinate-
Haha, no lar. im very hardworking one okay?-bhb-
Ros hit me like hell when i told her something.
Then dawn and i got high and i burst out laughing when i saw jh. don't ask me why.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~

I had a real good time @ 6:32 PM
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Sunday, February 12, 2006

*headesk*
i forgot to buy an exercise book for english journal.
i forgot to do english compre.
i even forgot to bring the compre book itself home.
SOMEONE MAKE ME MUG!!
-the fact is im the only person who can make me mug.-
-GET OFF THE COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-

I had a real good time @ 9:24 PM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

i just can't hold them back.
it's so disappointing.
freaking disappointing.

i don't know if what i decided to rely on is now still so.
it seems like the entire world is crashing.
i need you, i really need you. i need your words of comfort. i need your friendship warmth. i need you to crap to me now. i regret not heeding what you said initially, you were right. i was relying too much. i was trusting too much. and i need you.

I had a real good time @ 11:45 PM
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Had a crazy day today running all around.
haha!! i love babies!! THEY ARE SO CUTE!!!!
There's this real cute baby called charmaine tan, and she vomits after she drinks her milk, so while playing with her her vomit came all out onto my hand.
Then after that was playing with this baby call Ariq, then he grabbed my hand to suck and bite like a pacifier.
And one of the volunteers asked me: you primary what?
learn a lot from the film we watched today. it was nice.
the meditation..the beginning was fine..the end was fine..for a moment in between i kind of dozed off. lack of sleep.
haha...jh's "hallucination" or whatever it was was kinda..funny
got three peep's presents today....
im quite high today.
lalalala
XD

I had a real good time @ 9:50 PM
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Friday, February 10, 2006

today had a pretty bad day.[i shall not go on and rant cos it's no point anyway.]
Whatever, there's SBMY tomorrow =]
The seniors got their O's results today.
Lendl didn't do very well he's pretty upset. Cheerios dude.
Gonna watch Mulan 2...
i act like i dont know you cos i really dont know you now...what's become of you, how you feel, who are you exactly.. i don't even know...

I had a real good time @ 6:28 PM
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Thursday, February 09, 2006

Valentine's day is getting really really really really near.
Squeezing brain juice as to what to get--and i decided to lay my hands on some arty partsy stuff
Tried celo and bass yesterday and im totally CMI at it already..
yes lyn, it's time to let everything go =]

WHEEE!!!
IM HIGH!!!

I had a real good time @ 6:15 PM
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Yo yo!!
march hols are gonna be quite busy... how i know? cos im PSYCHIC..lols, kidding
it's like..one week, 15-17 is march retreat and 17-19 is adventure camp.
BLAHS
camps fill my life!!!!
haha, ironed some stuff in my life with optimism..=]
tomorrow there's ss test...312 JIAYOU!!

I had a real good time @ 6:55 PM
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Shixiong tricked me when he made a phone call to me
and i felt so freaking maluated...
=.=
Blehs!!!! XD
Looking forward to design the camp posters..
Inspiration inspiration..come my way.......~~ XD

I had a real good time @ 9:58 PM
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as usual i was blog hopping
then i saw sth that made me go:
Oh shit
Am i seeing wrongly?
was that a typo error?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I had a real good time @ 4:52 PM
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Sunday, February 05, 2006

javier: your school is a girl school right?
me: *ROTFL* --refers to jh n leon...girl school, yea, they're really part of it
XD

I had a real good time @ 9:16 PM
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Calm yet hurt
Rational yet confused
Clear yet lost
"a mouth may not have a mind of its own"-eden's nickname said so
maybe she was just speaking in a spate of anger
maybe she is just subconsciously doing all these
maybe she really feels neglected
maybe it's my fault because what i've done causes her to think this way
maybe it's my fault i've been putting to much attention on the others
maybe it's my fault i haven't been taking the initiative to understand her more after the tiff
but im really really tired of taking the initiatives...not that it's all the time with her, but with the other too...
maybe it's my fault i do not how to prioritise
maybe it's my fault i chose to heed the advice, which led to this big mess i have to clean up
maybe it's my fault i took what she said so seriously
maybe it's my fault i didn't assure that this friendship is stable before going into anything
maybe it's my fault i am being so pessimistic
maybe it's my fault i am being too controlled by my emotions
you made me feel so hopeless about this friendship....maybe it's simply all wrong from the start..but considering this broken friendship, it made me cry to sleep last night..

I had a real good time @ 5:13 PM
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Friday, February 03, 2006

Today, was a day of wild imagination and highness..
What led to the highness? the highlight was the note passing with lyn during malay =]
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Warning: the contents from now on can be disturbing, those under 18 please refrain from reading
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Lyn: *Jumps out of window*
me: oei come back up
lyn:...Love you too >.>
me: *hair stands, goosebumps falls all over the floor* I LOOOOVVEEEE you too
*Scrubs mouth with soap, detergent and bleach*
Lyn: Mama Lemon! XD
Me: for a moment i read "Mama Leon" -.-|||
Lyn: O_O OMG. *tries to think of leon as the KH one*
Both of us: ROTFL
me: you know sth? the term mama made me imagine him breastfeeding jh.*no..i can't think that way..no..stop!*
lyn: WHY BREAST FEEDING?!!!
me: *underlines "mama"*
Lyn: ...oh shit.... (imaginations like this are bad, so she's shitting away)
me: omg..i can't imagine him with boobs...wait....bikinis.....(refers to past year incident)
lyn: ...OH SHIT
me: *???*
lyn: *in a small voice* lipstick... *dies*
me: blusher..like this:

me: oh oh.. and
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Lyn: *jumps off petronas twin tower* MY EYES!!!!
me: wow....do split ar?

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lyn: too busy imagining to care..

then, on our way up from chem..
me: you know what? i can't help thinkin of jh with the blushers thingy
lyn: OH! *rotfl*
Me: no wait...bryan...
us: ROTFL

treat it as destressing before our lit test (which im a hundred percent sure that i'll die for)

I had a real good time @ 5:59 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006

life hasn't been that good recently. Mood's bad, mind and body's tired, tests are coming all over, cca's screwing up, friendship's screwing up horribly, studies screwing up, life simply is.
it's just the ups and downs of life i suppose. flared up at longan yesterday. sorry...wad just shag and...tired
been pretty off these few days
-starts counting how many days i haven't seen them-
whatever, i give up

I had a real good time @ 8:06 PM
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006