Thursday, December 29, 2005

Oh well, just vented my jealousy on leungyan and yongting yesterday. =]
anyway, i seriously need to brush up on speaking mandarin in casual terms, because when i was calling up the campers and had to speak to one of the parents in mandarin, i realised my mandarin has become totally cannot-make-it...haix....
oh well, done with the five tiger generals' blog..finally..XD

nothing much to say or do, so shall go on to doing the usual fives'...

I had a real good time @ 3:58 PM
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here's what happened before i proceeded to posting right here. I was helping Captain Alvin with his blog, and i was in his blogger account. After completing my tasks, it totally slipped my mind that i was not in my blogger account and therefore proceeded to post a post under "create post". And yada yada i went, posted it, republished the blog, went to view blog, and stared at the skin: how come my skin become alvin's....
clicking the "back" button, i looked..and realised i was still in alvin's blogger account, and therefore, i chionged to delete the post that i had just typed out. how sotong of me to do so.

Today a lot of NIAO3 things happened that pretty much pissed me off, but hey,it's not that bad, they're not THAT important, not going out for them=more time for blogskin making!!! Anyway, after dealing with iframe format html for a long long long one and a half hours, i decided that i'm gonna read up more on it, so that i won't face that much difficulties. It struck my mind this afternoon that lyn's birthday is nearing and we haven't gotten her a present, so while being in a rush to send the message to dawnie, i typed "da" in the search contacts and before i reacted, i realised i sent the message to my dad instead. Alamak. i am so freaking sotong. now with another task on my list, time is really running short really quickly before school reopens and i'm starting to panic about the various blogskins. hey, but it's still my interest and i'll try to do what i can asap...it's late now, mum is nagging me to go to sleep while i stare at the hopelessly-slow-crawling-like-a-snail transfer rate of the files captain alvin is sending me...
*yawns*

I had a real good time @ 12:55 AM
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

going into a span of blogskin making, for my own blog, for "the usual five[not our final name]"'s future blog and for the interest of blogskin making...
it's great to be optimistic, to choose to be happy, because only then, will we feel that things aren't that bad, they're a learning experience and obstacles that allow us to grow. and then will we feel contented with our lives, see? everyday is so happy and fulfilling. =]

I had a real good time @ 2:11 PM
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ I'm going real high today. Because i finally completed the blogskin, at around 1am yesterday. the HAPPY blogskin that i've been awaiting, and of course with the arrival of photoshop, i need not wait nor hold back my temptation to make a HAPPY blogskin!!! After being pretty moody for the past few days, upon the completion of this blogskin, i feel really really happy!! it's been three months or so since i've been making blogskins and it feels good to be able to do something that i like, once again. It's ten-thirty in the morning right now and i suppose i would have been sleeping, but i woke up just to trod over to the doctor's to remove my stitches!! i did NOT scream or shout. I laughed. I wanted to see how the doctor removed the stitches but he made me lie down and i missed everything. Oh man..a [wonderful] and rare experience gone like that [no no no, i ain't trying to imply that i wanna fall one more time, stitch one more time just for the sake of seeing how the doctor removes the stitches]
ANYWAY no offence if your face isn't up in the picture above, it's just that i don't have a nice picture of you SMILING!! [no, i mean SMILING, not POUTING, you get what i mean? XD] Really, i'm feeling really glad now that i have such beautiful moments in my life....

I had a real good time @ 10:29 AM
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Monday, December 26, 2005

My christmas was spent mostly sleeping. After the tiring Xmas Eve, i woke up at 4.20pm on christmas, and some ingenious freak by the name of leon yeow attempted to wake me up at 8.11am on the very same day but failed very miserably. After waking up, did some blogskin-making then went into malaysia supposedly "to eat dinner" and anded up shopping at some pelangi shopping centre and i really got pissed off because as they claimed "out for dinner" i didn't eat anything so i starved from five till around...ten...from woodlands back home, sis drove and it was a pretty amusing experience. Funny, in fact. Today was spent mostly in front of the liveless computer photoshopping...i'm really putting loads of effort into this blogskin, although my photoshop skills suck now. oh well, other than that i have nothing more to say, but the next week is gonna be busy and i wonder why did i ever agree to take part in the secondary one orientation, i bet i must be insane when i replied cherry's message.

I had a real good time @ 8:17 PM
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Sunday, December 25, 2005


Yvette and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:58 PM
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Zhenfeng and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:57 PM
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Rock and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:57 PM
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Booorinngg
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:56 PM
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Fel and Hangqi
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:56 PM
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Auntie VIctor Teo
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:56 PM
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Yvette, Clorine and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:56 PM
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Ryan and Chufeng
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:55 PM
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Zekui and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:55 PM
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Fel and I
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:55 PM
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Fel and Lokwei
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:54 PM
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Baby Girl
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:44 PM
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Zekui and Baby Girl
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:44 PM
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Babies!!!
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:41 PM
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Raymond and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:40 PM
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Ernest, Forest n Vic Teo
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:39 PM
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Miss Santa and Zekui
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:38 PM
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Fel and Liangjian
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:38 PM
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Fel and Fiona
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:38 PM
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Forest and Baby Boy
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:38 PM
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Chufeng and Zeyan
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:38 PM
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Rock, Cap.Alvin and the shitty 4
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:37 PM
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6 guys
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:36 PM
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Mich and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:36 PM
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Zhenfeng and Cap. Alvin
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:36 PM
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The 6 guys
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:35 PM
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Yvette and Evelyn
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:35 PM
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Vic Teo proposing
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:35 PM
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Girls!
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:35 PM
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Mich, Auntie Vic Teo n evelyn
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:34 PM
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Vic Teo Proposing
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:34 PM
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Raymond n Hangqi
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:33 PM
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Fel and Chufeng
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:32 PM
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Fiona and Evelyn again
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:32 PM
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Lindy and I
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:31 PM
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Fel and Chufeng
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:31 PM
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Lawrence and Michelle
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:31 PM
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Kaiyi, Anglee and Fel
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:31 PM
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Fel and Lindy
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 5:30 PM
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Friday, December 23, 2005

after a long talk with alvin over the phone, i aim to be:
-a more fun and outgoing person, in school, in sbmy, in my life
-to be more understanding and impartial, teamwork is teamwork, friendship is friendship, and if possible, to build a friendship with the whole team
-to be one who brings smiles on people's faces =]

therefore my slogan, SMILE ALWAYS!!

I had a real good time @ 9:45 PM
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Yay!! i've completed my very LAST dose of antibiotic and it's three days away from removing the horrible stitches sticking out of my knee at the moment. No, wait, it's two days to christmas, one day to 庆功宴 and i just read the forum saying we gotta bring gifts. And i'm still at home here sitting in fronta the lcd monitor blogging. At the same time, i'm REALLY looking forward to going for the celebration with a skirt and some string-like plastic thingy sticking out of my knee with the disgusting wound/scar. well, back to the very same word, WHATEVER. Anyway, as small little nice groups are starting to form in SBMY, like the five pussy cats =p, the 五小千金, the guardians of the six realms, the shitty four and many more which i cannot exactly recall due to my Short Term Memory, Yongting, Fiona, Coli, Bertina and i are coming up with one group too. However, we've been fretting over what to call ourselves. So this crazy idea from me came that we should call ourselves the christmas trees due to yongting's influence. oh no no, it's just my crazy idea when my mind's a little off. while writing yongting's x'mas card, i called her "christmas tree" and while writing that, i was thinking, since christ had a tree called the "christmas tree", then shall we have a tree called the "buddhamas tree"? oh well, apparently i'm off when i was writing that card too. Afterall, while i was thinking of all these, it was already way way past midnight. Meanwhile, i have no idea what's with me i've been using friendster very actively for god--no, buddha knows what reason that i'm actually checking and updating it every day. Some one pass me the thermometer to check if im running a high fever?
a few days ago, while having a sudden crave to eat chocolate waffles while there wasn't any at home, and while i was holding on to a can of Sour Scream and onion pringles, i went to melt some chocolate chips and dipped the pringles in. Don't ever try that, not only does it taste horrible, i think it will add on to your insanity level. Not that you aren't insane enough. But come to think of it, who knows? Your insanity may be worse than mine anyway.
Oh yes, and while i happily decided to explore the computer a lil, i clicked the start and from the "programs" a lil bubble popped up saying: new programs installed, so curiously i went to open it and what i saw nearly made me scream. Photoshop 7.0, it may be outdated but hey, at least i'm having photoshop now! but why only now?? i can't go on a blogskin creation spree now...oh well, i shall leave it for some other time then. don't ask me why i've been so high on blogging, it's most probably just because the level of my insanity multiplied by a few hundred times these couple of days. ah well, TATA!!!~~~

I had a real good time @ 12:49 PM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

-Oh well, i've been catching up on the korean drama series "Save your last dance for me" for the past few days and it really made me cry and weep.
-I've been having traumatising dreams for the past few nights, and i don't really like that. It's been a long while since i'd had any dreams and the day we broke camp, i dreamt of something about one person fighting for another person's liberty in a state of war. uh-huh. don't ask me why i dreamt of an idiot fighting for liberty in the middle of a war, not to even mention WHY i even dreamt of a war. And the two people. The second dream i had led me to a pretty bad day, because it was in my mind, over and over again. HOWEVER. i forgot what the dream was about. oh well, i'm spouting rubbish down here. To be honest out of the many dreams i had, i could only remember the one about fighting for liberty.
-Although i FEEL like going for the magic show, it's just so sad that i gotta attend the 庆功宴 on saturday with SBMY. [Hey, i may SOUND sarcastic but i ain't okay, i really love magic shows.] -I've been blowing up on a lot of people recently and i don't like it. Neither do i exactly know why am i being so hot-tempered recently, but it should be because of the bad dreams[no, not exactly cos the dream is bad, but because of WHO is in the dreams] i've been encountering in addition to all the problems faced all at one go.
-i have not completed reading Macbeth and The Joy Luck Club and i suddenly don't feel like it. -While i'm typing out this shitty post i believe the SBMYians are currently enjoying themselves watching "King Kong" and shopping at orchard. Oh well, nevermind.
-Yesterday i attempted to go to sleep with the water proof plaster on my wound and i woke up with a great lot of pus that started flowing out. Yes it's disgustingly gross.
-Posted out the Christmas Greetings today and i wonder when the people will receive it. i HOPE it reaches them before Christmas if nto i apologise for my laziness and procrastination to delay the writing of the cards.
-i'm starting to think maybe i've been bonding too much with certain people that i might be neglecting the others.
-i've been reading the blog of the captain of house of ananda recently, and i really admire him. Despite facing the many problems, he's still there to lead us.
i'm getting tired. praying hard i won't dream of you. ever again.

I had a real good time @ 5:11 PM
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Had a pretty bad day although i enjoyed myself with the SBMY people at orchard, gotta thank Raymond, Victor Teo and Forester for carryng my heavy AUNTIE bag for me. scolded the shit outta some one and got really really pissed off at some others. oh well, some pictures to share:

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The picture taken with the so called "Fahlala" in front of Takashimaya.

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The Indian Tribe Picture, pretty dark cos i wasn't able to figure out the flash button on the digital cam

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Actually i wasn't even sure that we took this picture but oh well....


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Victor Teo and The Bimbo handbag, Felicia Ang and Bird Alvin


Christmas Tree Yongting, lols
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The guys trying to do some mirror mirror thing i suppose

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Our Family Portrait

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Zhenglin and Yongting

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Zhenglin, Yongting and my feet

I had a real good time @ 11:46 PM
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

i'm back from camp ehipassiko!!did you guys miss me??? oh im sure you did!!! oh my [Buddha] it simply rocks. i don't exactly know how to describe how i am feeling exactly, especially during the thirty seconds talk to the campers just now. i owe many many thanks to many many people. i really want to thank the team members of Sila, for being so co-operative and united, and i'm really really proud of you guys. Next i wanna thank Ang Hwee, i really owe him a lot, i'll explain later, and not to mention the warden. Fiona, Coli, Yongting, Meiyi, Forester, Victor Teo, Lindy, Huiting, Chufeng and many more for the care and concern.

15th December
Arriving at Lavender MRT at 7am, i waited and waited, thinking about how was i supposed to entertain the campers on the bus trip towards the campsite, Camp Christine. Upon reaching the campsite, the mood of highness came to me and i started being bhb to my campers. Sila did a good job for the station games, really. The first day was shag and tired enough already.

16th December--Disaster day
The morning PT was really very entertaining and amusing, and not as bad as those of the previous camps. The tour game was one of the highlights of the day and i believe my team did their very best. So while the team was running back to the campsite while i accompanied Indra to walk, i slacked. =] Reaching at approximately 3.45pm, we took a rest and waited if any team would reach for us to challenge and get the weapon for the war game. So came the other team at approximately 3.57pm [the station closed at 4pm] so we had our battle with captain's ball. It was so so close to winning, a few seconds, and while trying to siam the person defending me, i tripped over a tree bark and fell onto the water tap, and my knee rammed into the corner of the concrete. Thinking that it wasn't a serious wound, i took a peek and saw blood streaming out of a [hole] in my knee cap at that moment. So i turned into a cry-baby. Auntie Vivian helped me a lot while my team mates gave me moral support. =] I suppose that was the first time the others saw me cry that much. It was the first time i said "no" when people asked me if i was okay. -.-||| Then i was very very scared when the guys carried me on the chair onto the pavement, i think i was grabbing the chair and the hand of one of the guys. Later Ang Hwee came and borrowed the car from the warden and drove me to bukit batok, with Fiona accompanying me. I really troubled him a lot, to drive me to and fro, to look for the car, to wait with me, and i feel so bad. =/My teeth were chattering non-stop when i entered the room, facing the doctor. It was scary man, but luckily it didn't hurt.had four stitches. It was approximately eight when we returned and the campers were learning songs and dances, and i felt so jealous. XD so after eating chufeng and anghwee helped me to wrap the bandaged area up so as to prevent water from seeping in when i took my bath. I felt like one of the armours i had been wrapping for the past weeks, because i was wrapped with a trash bag and tape too. LOL. thats pretty lame. So later the team went to play night mission and i guess with my bad mood i shouted at Victor Teo. Apologies.

17th December-Campfire day
Yesterday, the war day, the campfire day, and i was really happy when Sila got the best cheer group prize. Shouted a lot, and Sila as well as Fahlalas, i really think you all did fantastic for the war game. And congrats to Laura and Victor Teo for getting the best GLs, of course, i think all the GLs did a fantastic job. =) That night i slept with my leg dangling outta the bed because selfish coli took a single bed by herself. =P..kidding. oh yes, and sila got second, a difference of about 50 marks from the team that got first, quite a pity but hey, you guys didn't break either of your promises-to win the captain's ball and the best cheer group and i'm really glad, thanks guys. Although injured, but it felt so fantastic to see the team become so united and i felt comforted despite the pain. that was sweet of your guys =]

18th December- Break camp
I really can't bear to part and break camp. Many of the GLs cried during the presentation session. I finally understood how the GLs of the past batches felt, how great it felt when you see the efforts of many many weeks being paid off, bringing happiness and joy to the campers, and it was really sad to part, because friendship was built up the past few days, the bonding, the rapport, the unity, and the contentment that camp was such a great success. Not to mention i was really happy that my good friends of mine [although two pang-sehed me] agreed to come to camp and experience what i have been enjoying for the past one and a half years, and something that is a very important factor of my life- SBMY. It was really satisfaction to see the campers leaving happily, and agreeing to come for the consecutive camps. Forester really helped me a lot in leading the group after i got injured, and especially when victor wasn't around. Really gotta thank him a lot a lot. I gotta thank victor too, although it's our job to lead the team, but he did a great job, and for the cheering me on during campfire and stuff. It wasn't as tough as i imagined for me to click with him after all.

Now i look forward to Camp Ehi-passiko 2006 prequel, and i really hope to see my team members once again, my good friends there again, and new sbmy members. I better stop before i cry again. =/

Lost: Sweat, Blood, Tears, Voice
Gained: Satisfaction, contentment, friendship, experience, happiness, commitment, leadership qualities.

SBMY ROCKS!!
i dreamt of you just now, and i woke up in shock and terror, afraid that the heartaches will come again

I had a real good time @ 1:48 PM
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Monday, December 12, 2005

I had a lot of fun with yongting today. Be it on the phone, on the way to my house, at my house, to the MRT station, we had fun... and zhenfeng's yongting's father...that really made us roll... yongting called zhenfeng with my house phone and when he called back my mom picked up the phone.
zhenfeng: *sth like that* did any one look for zhen feng?
mom: *thinking yongting called her family just now,* oh i think your daughter, yongting did.
zhenfeng: orh...yongting ar..
mom: *to us* yongting...your father's looking for you
yongting and i: *huh, how come ur dad know my house phone*
yongting proceeds to pick up the phone: hello, orh, zhen feng ar..
yong ting and i: *rotfl*

oh well, sis gave her a "santa Dove choc"
and we quarrelled over who to call "him"...
=] sbmy camp is 2 days to day zero and three to exact day 1. sbmy jiayous.
STRESS!!

I had a real good time @ 8:01 PM
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got this quiz from shee yong's blog and it's FUN!
w/o looking at the questions below, list twenty people.
1. Jinkee
2. Tingting
3. MEANIE Dawnie
4. Kuolyn
5. Yongting
6. Coli
7. Fiona
8. Leon
9. Jinhong
10. Bryan
11. Leungyan
12. Jiemei
13.Isabell
14. Estella
15.
Victor teo [let's see, since im working with him as GL i'll try this quiz on him]
16. Sonia
17. Renu
18. Lindy *wink*
19. Weixuan
20.
Minying

- How did you meet 13?: Bell-Met her via ELDDS this year, she as my first batch of juniors
- What would you do if you never met 5?: yongting-i'll panic the hell outta being a GL
- What do you honestly think of 10?: bryan-he's dao yet nice. =/
- Have you ever liked no.3?: DAWNIE!-i ALWAYS like her. she's DAWNIE u noe..
- If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?: jinkee-dedicate as much merits as possible to her, and make sure she's happy
- Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?: ting and longan-Do they know each other? aiyo 2 belongs to 10 la
- Do you think 12 is hot?: jiemei-hot in the mind
- Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?: jinkee and renu-i dont think eiter of them's les.
- Do you know any of 3's family members?: Dawnie-yeah, mom, dad bro and...did i meet your gramm before?
- On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?: estella-oh, VERY cute girl, estella! 8!
- What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you: lyn? don't need "if", she's done it =]
- What language does 19 speak?: weixuan- chinese and eng
- Who is 8 going out with?: leon-some baboon at the zoo i suppose
- Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?: Lindy and yongting-oh nonononono!
- When was the last time you talked to 6?: coli-7pm or so? on the phone
- What is 18's favorite band?: lindy- i duno leh, oldies lor
- Does 4 have any siblings?: lyn-one VERY VERY NICE younger brother
- Would you ever date 1?: jinkee, let's date! i aint les, hello?
- Would you ever date 7?: fiona- oh no no no, i aint les
- Is 15 single?: victor teo- *do i look like i know*
- What is 19's last name?: Yang- Yang weixuan
- What is 3's middle name?: michelle, so zhun3
- What is 10's fantasy?: bryan-i duno leh...
- Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: estella and weixuan? they don't know each other, and they not les la
- What school does 16 go to?: sonia- nan hua HIGH school
- What school does 1 go to?: jinkee- nanhua HIGH school
- Where does 9 live?: jinhong- some condo in hillview i think
- Would you make out with 13?: bel- oh..NO!
- Are 5 and 6 best friends? : yongting and coli- i dont suppose do?
- Is 20 older than you?: minying-by a few months
- Is 17 your ex?: renu- am i les?
- Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?: i don't understand this question.
- How is 2?: oh, ting... forever lost.

I had a real good time @ 12:31 AM
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

i am still currently trying to convince myself that i am dreaming, or in some trance, hallucinating or deluding..or something along the line...all these started at 11.30pm on friday, while i was happily catching up on "love story @ harvard" in front of the television.
*Phone rings in the stupid "bouganville" tune in nokia handphones*
*reads: alvin sbmy*
*picks up phone*
*Hello, alvin ar...*
[He asked me to call him again with my house phone. and so i did.]
Alvin: Good evening.
Marble: *i forgot what i said, but i should be "uhuh"*
Alvin: eh sorry leh last time i made a mistake and told honglee you wanted to be camper....
Marble: *thinking it was only because of helping out with the food...* Uhuhh...
Alvin: But this time it's good news for you la
Marble: Uhhuuuuhh....
Alvin: You're a GL......
Marble: huh?!! 有没有搞错?!
Alvin: 没有,没有搞错,是以前搞错现在搞对..
......And marble stoned for the next ten minutes before proceeding to sms yongting, and she called me. my cold hands trembling,i even asked her if i was dreaming. at the same time i attempted pinching myself and it hurt. then i proceeded to asking bryan if i was dreaming, and he answered he wouldn't be sleep walking--smsing. and i forgot who but someone did tell me to "breathe in breathe out (X4)"...So that night i had no sleep. very very scared.
And then on saturday, the presentation. my mind blanked out when i stood up. and i couldn't talk properly. oh well. it's bad bad bad for a drama club person. on the very same day, i got to know which GL i am working with. and more stress. really worried that i can't click with him. oh well. yes, im a worrywart. and on the same day i reached home at 12.30 am. [how nice is that]...

today. we packed and prepared everything. i felt so contented, although i had such a tiring day. i don't know why, having seen that all's prepared, i was just very happy. on this very same day, more stress came. oh yes, and leon and bryan got bored out they left very very early. and on the train i got booed by leon yeow. nearly let out a yelp....

and back to the same point, my worries come. what if i can't get high? what if i become normal and become real quiet? what if i can't click with victor teo? what if i screw everything out? what if i let my bossiness take over me? what if im not a good gl? what if the campers don't like me? what if i meet some really really quiet campers? what if i do get my friends and can't make them enthu? and all these lead back to one word: STRESS!

and there goes my throat turning hoarse and all......
somehow cpare me some honey lemon?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STRESSSS~!!!!!

I had a real good time @ 10:54 PM
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

i have to agree yesterday was fun with dawn and yongting. because all of us are like, crazy. XD glad to hear [or see?] that dawnie had fun, maybe not being "haunted" by michelle..yeps dawn, you get where i got my insanity from, hey, but afterall, laughter IS a good thing. no? watched exorcism of emily rose and just like heaven, both are superb, and im gonna watch harry potter.. oh well, movie marathon...but feelign pretty tired. oh well, so many people are going overseas today...and it's a mere 9 days to camp, time flies, it really does. oh well, thanks dawnie for helping out at sbmy yesterday.....
laughing rocks.

I had a real good time @ 1:43 PM
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Sunday, December 04, 2005

yea, what's wrong with me?yea right, im ALRIGHT. it was you who gave me the scare...worn out, feeling so tired, shag after my day spent in sbmy while my family went malaysia shopping, and going sbmy because yongting wanted to go buy stuff together....and in the end everything was like..cancelled? in addition i went to buy waffle to eat because and being so tired and worn out, some three aunties jumped my queue and i had to wait an extra thirty minutes because they ordered like...six waffles? argh.

sorry i was too harsh to you, just too tired and worn out that i didn't want to think much, piss you off so that you'll stay away....sorry.

I had a real good time @ 6:42 PM
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Saturday, December 03, 2005

Returning home yesterday, i didn't bother to check out the mice...
and only in the morning did i realise that xiaogou's already gone...
In sbmy, i could catch no ball what venerable was saying...
although i think my meditation was better this time round...
during the dedication of merits...
when it came to "departed relatives" i started thinking of xiaogou...
She's been with me for such a long period of time...
The fun i had with her..
how the evil victors tickled her...
how she pissed on victor [teo] i think during cny visit...
how scared pearly was of her..
how i bathed her..
how she jumped...
and a little tear came down....
but hey, perhaps she'll be born in a better realm?
i still can't get my mind off her, seeing her age and being so ill with her right back leg injured..lying there all day long, seeming so sad...
maybe i like singing, the camp songs may be the songs i really like..
but it was mere an opening and closing of my mouth..
because all that was in my mind was xiaogou xiao gou and xiaogou..

Xiaogou, from the bottom of my heart...
i wish you well and happy...
"Sabbe Satta Sukhi Hontu"

I had a real good time @ 11:48 PM
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Friday, December 02, 2005

Oh well, i just reached home from the CO concert....actually what entertained me wasn't the concert itself but the amusing smses that made dawn and i laugh--quite a lot. okay, maybe not dawnie, because i think some smses turned her off or something. a series of [unfortunate] events..

-Dawnie saw the hwachong guys fold paper aeroplanes with the programme sheet and started laughing. to think i was thinking the guys beside us wouldnt be that dumb to do such a thing..
-the next moment dawn was nudging me to look to my left...and to my surprise [maybe not so much actually]the guy to my left folded an aeroplane too...
-so i went laughing like don't know what..
-and then some other guy was like gonna burst out laughing to, so he decided to be COOL and fold an aeroplane...
-UNFORTUNATELY [awwww] it seems that he NEARLY forgot how to fold one...
[oh well, i'm being so sarcastic, but hey, who cares anyway?]
-and after that apparently he unfolded it again to make good use of the programme sheet and look at it like a normal idiot person

Oh well, so the concert ended [thank god] and came the series of unfortunate smses which made dawn flare up and wanted me to delete them...hey, but i can't deny the smses made me laugh [like a mad woman, no, wait, i AM mad anyway]
And then we went to kfc...so i wanted to tell dawn to go borrow a knife from the kitchen in kfc to chop *sth, i shall leave that to your own imagination* off, but i ended up saying: go borrow from the CHICKEN la...[eating chicken makes me talk chicken too...]
did quite a lot of running today, and given the time i reached home which was close to midnight, i expected my mum to like..scold or something...but when i stepped into the master bedroom, she simply smiled... and i was thinking there's something wrong with her....
Oh well, my phone's battery went flat halfway [maybe it can save me from smsing too much though] and i wanted to change sim card with dawn to reply coli's message....
however, while holding out the sim card playing with it, it fell into the empty container of the mashed patato dawn and i just shared...and i nearly made ting eat it, so we started imagining ting ringing and stuff like that...
on the way to the mrt station ting was talking about losing her drumsticks so we started discussing about chopping someone's hand off... [how i would love to see that, wahahahahahha]
okay, it's 12.05am and i'm getting a little high, higher than what i've been today...
oh well, but who cares about the insanity level? dawn and i had much laughter and im happy!!!
happy birthday coli...it's already the 3rd...

and oh yes, i nealry forgot, while waiting for ting outside the GO, kena interrogated by watermelon yeo...
yeo: Mabel, you were in co and you quit right??
me: uh...yea...
yeo: so did you regret?
me: er..no?
yeo:why?
me: cos i like drama...
yeo: so do you think the two dollars was worth it?
me: *reluctantly* quite la...
yeo:why "quite?"
me:cos we don't get to see such stuff often...
yeo: YOU MEAN YOU ALL DON'T GO TO CONCERTS OFTEN??HUH?!!!
me:er...no...
yeo: WHY?!!!
me:er...no money?
yeo:really? *sarcastically*
me:.... *silence is gold*
So she started interrogating what class that kinda stuff...and coming to know i took lit..
"Of course you must take lit la! drama student never take lit must scold!!!"
Me: *ku3 xiao4.....*

and meanwhile SOME STARFISH WAS GRINNING HIS AIRHEAD OFF....HUMPH!!! XD

it was SO SO SO SO SO SO suay
so canida started hinting we should wait at the canteen instead so we all zao4...

footnote: all the above anger and irritation are all acted out, not real anger. =] hey, remember? im NICE afterall... WAHAHAHAHAHAH
*trods off to sleep*

I had a real good time @ 11:46 PM
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Today's the second of december and today and tomorrow, the many people's birthdays...
Today:
(: Shihui, one of the very first people whom istarted talking to during the first ehi-passiko i went to, who fell asleep on my lap halfway through the night...
(: Jiemei. The one who went gaga over basketball with me in our primary five and six years, playing basketball every single day during the holidays. The very first CD i had was from her--S.H.E Together
Tomorrow:
[: Oh man!! COLI!!!! By now if you've been reading my blog regularly, you should know well about her ;)
[: As people say coli resembles Zekui, i just realised that coincidentally, both of them have the same birthday!

Happy birthday to the above four people!
-Remember to Smile!
-Be Happy!
-Don'tWorry!
-Stay cheerful!
Best wishes from marble, only if you remember to smile (:

The past few days have been endless stoning, talking rubbish that has caused dawn's endless jaw drops...It's less than three weeks to Camp-Ehipassiko 2005 Sequel and i simply can't wait for it...Songs that i've been going gaga over for the past few days:
(: Ashlee Simpson- Boyfriend
(: Britney Spears-Intimidated
-Mona Lisa
-Sometimes
-Overprotected
-My prerogative
-Before the goodbye
(: Celine Dion- A new Day has Come
(: Wham!- Last Christmas [techno]
(: O zone- Dragostea din tei
(: 五月天- 恋爱ing
-倔强
(:王子变青蛙 soundtracks
(: Full house Soundtrack
(: Stairway to heaven Soundtrack
(: Holding out for a hero, Shrek 2 Soundtrack but i don't know who sung it
(: 5566-Crying in the rain
(: eason chan- 对不起,谢谢
): oh man, apparently i'm drifting apart from mandarin songs..and seriously i can't get used to myself listening so much to english songs...

Some neighbour [i don't know who] have been playing blasting 北半球的孤单 since 10am till now, 2.22pm. The same song over and over again...urgh.
Somehow receiving your smses has become a habit for me that im feeling so bored without receiving them

I had a real good time @ 2:05 PM
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

oh well, i am starting to have a teeny weeny bit of regrets, i don't feel like going to the co concert THAT much...perhaps i should fang4 dawnie's aeroplane, kite or would you prefer sparrow, dawnie? there's nothing much to blog about lately, but warning to everyone, please do not sms or call me at holy early morning time like 9am, yes coli, no no no... XD..
i've been addicted to quite a number of songs recently, and by using the term "addicted" i make myself wonder if i'll go experience cold turkey if i try to quit listening to them, but come to think of it, why would i need to quit listening to them, not that they can cause me harm... oh? are you saying they'll increase my insanity level? does it make a difference anyway? i don't think that negligible difference made by the songs would do any worse, after all, i guess i'm already at the highest state of insanity =]
oh well, i shall trod off to watch triple nine, tata~!
anyway, some very very good-english guy introduced this blog to me, it's pretty humorous, i must say: http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com


I had a real good time @ 2:51 PM
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