A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Saturday, November 26, 2005

i just cam eback from sbmy and am very very tired. i wasn't able to meditate well because i was simply just nodding off. today's super suay la..i can't remember everything but...:
[1] ntuc suddenly went out of lemon grass
[2]when we were transferring to the North-east line, there was this two angmohs blocking the escalator and we could have got onto the train, so the train doors closed right in front of our eyes and we had to wait another, 7 minutes, i think
[3]when we reached potong pasir, it was raining very heavily, with all the foodstuff, we couldn't walk in the rain so we decided to take a cab
[4]there we went down the escalator to the underpass again, up the escalator, and realised we walked a wrong direction, so we went down and up to the correct on again
[5]we were taking the cab when the rain stopped, it got back, but it was a ver sligt drizzle *$%@&%^#!@#*
[6]while cooking, then the knife holder flipped, the vase dropped, and while clearing the glass i cut my hand
[7]while cooking the pancake i scalded my hand
and i can't remember the rest...and of course at sbmy there were amusing stuff that happened, and one made me roll:
-victor teo went to dip the pancake into the tomyam... 0.O
-victor tan called me when both of us were in sbmy premises
-coli was so cute when that guy said: go shawn's house ar?
-keng wei yang doesn't look so niang2 anymore
-coli was trying to master the skill of flipping pancakes and both of us had fun
-i realised zeming's eyes are so big lar...
-xiaohwee's brother is so cute can??
-my mum saw leon's message which was meant to be sarcastic but im wondering if she can sense it..hmm...wonder how she'll react XD

i can't recall the others either, but i talked to coli about "her" on the way back and am still in a dilemma whether i should tell the seniors about her, but many many consequences have to be beared and things will be turning really very sour..and many unhappy stuff happened at camp too. well, good or bad, i guess i shouldn't be that much affected, after all, i promised myself to be happy =] because being unhappy won't solve the problem much, so might as well face the problem happily and solve it. *SMILE!!!*

I had a real good time @ 10:02 PM
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Friday, November 25, 2005

warning: the content below is all whining, so go away if you don't want to read. XD

1: i actually forgot my toothpaste, toothbrush, shampoo and soap...
2: i missed the last episode of wang zi bian qing wa for this *curses and swears*
3: the shower time is SO freaking short and there are 5 other ccas snatching
4: are they trying to stuff us to death or what?? SO MUCH FOOD. 5 meals a day
5: it was so freaking damn cold
6: many of the girls weren't happy with an [insensitive] guy
7: it was so tiring
8: the PT SUCKED.
9: HELLO?!! i spent till 2am doing that blardie box and you're not giving a damn about playing it? don't like the game just admit it lar, find so many excuses
10: El people are always so dirty the el room is so dirty and to tidy it i became so dirty
11: hello people? not tired meh? stay up talk so long?
12: and some nocturnal people will never stop talking in the middle of the night
13: it rained and the whole bbq pit was soaked
14: danny scared my group for the play and i was like..so disappointed until he told us itwas great
15: i lied on the floor for the play countless times--eeeew
16: i still have to wake up early for tomorrow's sbmy--cook for them
17: i wasted that 20 bucks because i wasn't able to make it for christmas carol
18: the day b4 i still called bright to bring the money and he didn't.. *$%^&*
19: my thumb's hurt and i kept hitting the wound...OW

i still have many rantings in me but i guess i'd better not rant on or i'll offend others. but many many thanks to isabell for the sleeping bag, and thanks to all el people because you made the camp rock and thank you for your enthusiasm, and i managed to bond with many after the camp. a new year is approaching and the plays made by all of you are simply great. i learnt a lot a lot from mr jow [danny] and francine, for the first time. The om team is starting on their work soon *and hey, i have expectations for you guys! XD* the script for our play by xunwei was really great although it was like so cheem. i really enjoyed the captain's ball game, and i like it a lot, especially when i have the great pals on my team, like sonia, bell, ass, yintong and many more. the action passing game was so so so humorous and enjoyable!! in all, drama club, every one plays a part in making this camp successful and we rock!!!

I had a real good time @ 8:16 PM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

it's two in the MORNING and i have yet gone into the embracement[is there such a word? heck anyway] of my cosy bed. what's best is that i have to wake at 6 tomorrow [or should i say later] for drama camp. Well, i enjoyed chalet a great big lot and mr cheng rocks like hell. Eating hotcakes at like four-thirty in the morning is good, eating fillet-o-fish at 7 is not bad too, who cares about the coffee and milo that sucks? well although the sun was blocked by the clouds and we couldn't catch the sunrise, but sitting on that cliff with the breeze is good enough. and the first night with someone to talk to is good. thank goodness he didn't fall off the cliff as he fell asleep. the captain's ball was exceptionally fun and yong jinhong i really didn't see you behind me. *too bad lor* and the way mr cheng commented about the fat security guard was funny. i downloaded loads of britney spears songs today, and i am currently cursing and swearing because i'll be missing out the final episode of wang zi bian qing wa for drama camp. I've been so addicted to korean drama recently..whatever the case is , i am very looking to the seniors sticking their hands into the box with cereal, saw dust, yeast, curry sauce, chilli sauce, water, red dates cereal, sugar, creamer and if i can find more disgusting stuff.... i feel so evil but it's retribution for making us play su doku and missing my tv programmes. wahahaha, but something good about camp is that there'll be peace cos leon won't be able to haunt me...go to dawn...go to dawn!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!! okay, my lack of sleep is depriving me of my sanity too. but WHATEVER!!! im still awake and kicking!! omg, im really losing my sanity. i've FINALLY decided what i can cook for sbmy this saturday--tomyam beehoon and pancakes [because of my recent addiction to hotcakes thanks to leon]...yay...i've been eating tomyam for like? three consecutive days but who cares? tomyam rocks!! [influence from xingxian and bryan]....just that i ain't gonna cook with instants okay...and who says i can only cook spaghetti. blehx......i am pretty high now, because for the consecutive days i may not be blogging, and...woohoo! ehipassiko is less than a month away and i can't wait for it...because it's gonna be so so so so so sos os [infinite] fun!!!! "crying in the rain" rocks.

one baby mouse died, because the metal wiring fell and killed it...went to bury it, wishing it well and happy, with a better rebirth....

*note to self: give longan a wake up call

I had a real good time @ 1:45 AM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005

i can't help but be angry at the way you're acting. first you devote yourself so much to sbmy, and then you go around saying "i ain't a buddhist, i join sbmy only because it's fun," it's a little too much. no doubt being fun is a factor that we join sbmy for, but it's plain overboard for you to make such a statement. sorry but im angry and i gotta vent my anger. maybe it's nothing wrong, but i just can't stand it, the way you made the statement, it's like..being such a hypocrite. i know it's bad for me to be scolding you out here, but i can't stand it..

I had a real good time @ 10:45 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

all of us care for you, you get it? it hurt when i read that statement you made, because it felt like you're actually accusing us, friends as we treat you, that we are not giving a damn about you. we care okay. we are not eager to make you left out. it was because we did not want you to further feel bad, that's why, if you are uncomfortable with that, we are always fine with anything and will try our best to make you feel better. you are not a hassle okay, really. i said it, that's what friends are for, if we really did not show our care and concerns well, apologies, but please do not find yourself a hassle, there's no such thing as that in friendship. if what i said to you did hurt you, i apologise, they were really really out of jest.who appears not as concerned, may be the party who cares about you most. i don't know what's coming out of this friendship right here now, but we do care, but we don't show it. we can't change you, but you've gotta change your views about your friends and this whole world. this world may be shit for you, but you gotta look at it from another perspective. you gotta get rid of that inferior complex in you, and i beg you, to take good note of who really cares about you, because that statement really hurt...okay? because we do care.

I had a real good time @ 12:05 AM
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Monday, November 07, 2005

i dreamt of chucky last night, and how he died was that the door of the warehouse closed and snapped his nose off. maybe he won't die. at least we ran, dawn and i =.o

I had a real good time @ 11:31 AM
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Saturday, November 05, 2005

how's hols going? i woke at 7.54 am this morning surprisingly, after sleeping at 2am yesterday, and couldn't get back to sleep, so i completed reading the last novel i borrowed last week.here i am stoning waiting upon 2pm to arrive so i can trod to the library for more novels and go for sbmy. i lost the jay chou bookmark, i lost one of my rechargable batteries and i can't charge it, so no mp3 player for the time being, and the only thing i can engage myself in now is training my pathetic mage,after getting ~~pulled~~ convinced to train in bootes and reading, of which i have no books to read until 2pm arrives, no, still gotta spend time trodding over, choosing books, make it 2.30.i am currently waiting for me to lose my mind and sanity as well, okay, maybe they're already been lost a gazillion years ago, maybe not my mind, so there's still a 0.0000000000001% that i can find my sanity back to my side...

*trods off to train pathetic mage*

I had a real good time @ 11:47 AM
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Thursday, November 03, 2005

Tingting

All i wish to say in this post is Happy Birthday to Ting, hang on girl, you do make a difference and like him, i'll be waiting.

okay, i ripped this from christine's blog.

"Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their blogs and tell them to read yours."

Five Wierd, Random Facts About Me
1. i am super afraid of heights.
2. horror movies DO freak me out, but i LOVE them
3. I trust guys more than girls.
4.i think tooth extraction is really fun
5. i always ask people to face reality, but im an escapist by nature XD

Next In Line To Do This Quiz
1. Coli
2. Leungyan
3. Shixiong
4. Bryan
5. Jinhong

I had a real good time @ 10:44 AM
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

COLI
coli, i only got close to her this year. she's really very dear to me, yes you are indeed a true blue friend to me, really, i really really love you. you're always willing to listen to me talk about my life and i'd love to understand you more, although i understand you would prefer keeping some stuff to yourself. how our friendship started was all from the mrt rides home, we started talking, then during the june camp, we were in different groups but we still had fun together, then later her frequent toilet trips in which i'd always accompany her to, and many many more, her shy nature doing most of the job for i'll be accompanying her, yes dear, you'll be coming to my house to sit sit tomorrow...

dear coli
thanks a lot for being such a great companion, for always lending me a listening ear, our friendship is short but i believe as time goes by it'll be stronger. i really love your blurness, it allows me to feel like i have a purpose in my life, to care for you, to protect you, to make sure you're okay. although you're older than me, but as you said, it seems more like i am the elder sister, and in you i really find warmth and happiness, with you i need not worry, because at the moment i just know that all i have to do is be happy, make you happy and see you happy. you make me feel like the world simply belongs to the both of us, nothing needs to be cared and worried about, your simplicity and innocence always immerses me into the gold of life, how simple and easy life can me, the whole wide world seems to be going fine even when situations are errectic, even if im digressing about my life, but it still has a peace and calmness within, because i always complain but i feel happy.
love yas

I had a real good time @ 9:50 PM
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