A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Friday, September 30, 2005

today i went totally mad laughing at stuff that aren't even exactly funny or what.
but i feel totally cannot make it.
while crossing the road with dawn, my specs FLEW.
then it kinda slid on the road..
dawn ran to pick it up..
only to find one lens missing
and she said: it broke into two, i saw one side but couldn't find the other..
lol.
no i aint getting a new specs, just the lens back.
=.=
haish.exams are nearing, i did my art till i was so burnt out. whatever.i still like it

I had a real good time @ 6:28 PM
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

today, i totally siaswayed myself first it was the prize-giving which i reluctantly went for, then the stupid PW. but thank goodness everything was working out well althought that porsche pronounciation screwed up. well for goodness knows what reasons i was feeling cold and tremblign more than i did while performing in front of the school, for goodness knows what reason.
on the other hand, i have to admit i was being snappish just now. and i realised loads of stuff la. whatever

I had a real good time @ 7:31 PM
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

i haven't been blogging in a while
i am just here to say:
MY WITHDRAWAL FOR MALAY HAS BEEN APPROVED AND I NEED NOT SIT FOR THE EXAM.
hahahahahaha....Cikgu Rizal replied me today, after i smsed him yesterday night.SO HAPPY!
ok, but admit it, i am only happy because of this. otherwise, the day totally SUCKED.
ok, bryan's shitty write-to-himself letter and "happy devil" cheered me up a little.

I had a real good time @ 6:13 PM
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Monday, September 19, 2005

i finally completed the PW!!!
so happy la!
hehe. and was super high today. especially torturing dawn with my vivid imagination.
LALALA.
*laughs evilly*
got a backpack cos my back's hurting like hell and decided that i should use a proper one for school.
well. it took pretty great effort to look for it. but. i needa go mug hist le=)

I had a real good time @ 7:09 PM
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Sunday, September 18, 2005

i got this from leung yan's blog, which is kind of like......you read and i'll explain

The painful world and the painful truth. I found this on Eud's blog and the pain of it is that everything mentioned can be true, and will be probably be true if homophobia continues.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn鈥檛 have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

is like, not everyone chooses to be a homosexual not so? sometimes it's because of various problems or events that've occured that had traumatised them and they were forced to walk this road. i don't understand why people are against homosexuality, they may not be able to accept themselves as one, but why not others? so long as the others are happy why not? yes it is "unnatural" for us but it may be "natural" for them. why object? why prevent the others from being happy?

I had a real good time @ 12:22 PM
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

yesterday i SLACKED.in the afternoon[or was it morning?whatever] i was just telling kuolyn: well at least u're better than xunwei. you know what xunwei did to leungyan?[about to say the smooching and muackies]and at that moment leung yan popped out to inform me about the meeting after school, and when we met, they were saying "JE or central" then i was like: i needa come back by 315 for the attendance taking [well thinking they had to attend it too, i thought they were just insane wanting to go JE] until i realised they forgot i am a sec 2 and vice versa.so we discussed with some stupid calligrphy pen that caused my hand to be so dirty.the tea whatever ceremony, it was like. table 21 had no number on it so the NP guy and i were looking for it like hell. but he was pretty nice.
today,
spending four hours with two mad people had cheered me up a lot a lot.
although it was work, i had loads of good laugh with leungyan, leaving xunwei with question marks all over his head. because we heard a guy say "one two three" and the girl continued it with a "go and die" so leungyan was like: i wonder what people come to the library for, especially guys and girls and they go lovey dovey..
later came this couple and the girl lied on the guy's lap, and leung yan went : see?
so we laughed
then.
i saw the guy dig his nose.
so we laughed
and when the girl raised up her hand-she didn't shave
we laughed
and i have to admit, i was driven totally crazy when xunwei attempted in wearing my slppers * the glittery shiny one* and was so freaked out
whatever the case is, wong leung yan sings opera better than he does at pop songs, at least he doesn't go out of tune, right?
what ever the case, my hand hurts like hell from hitting leungyan and xunwei......
and xunwei, STOP the singing of that stupid song, not to menton to replace it with leungyan's name i tell u!

-HAPPY!-
thanks xunwei and leungyan for bringing so much happiness today!

I had a real good time @ 8:59 PM
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look.
whatever.
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.
you wanna live it out that way,
GO ON.
forget it seriously.
i don't know the new you
forget it. you can simply waste your time like that
I DON'T CARE

I had a real good time @ 2:14 PM
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

why the freaking hell am i having a meeting abt camp at this hour?!

I had a real good time @ 2:03 AM
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

no offence but
drama club is driving me mad, ok, already mad.
was like...stayed in school till 7 for the discussion when i was already so tired after the few nights with three hours of sleep each day..
tolong la, spare me..
please?
pretty please?
was on the very cold train sleeping
but was sweating like hell
exams are nearing.
spare me seriously.

I had a real good time @ 8:12 PM
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i realised quite a number of people as well as things changed throughout this year.

i mean, from the responsible and commited girl she used to be, she even didn't want to turn up for the presentation, did a bad presentation, which was most unlike of her and did not do anything at all for the project.and she seems to be trying to attract attention..
meanwhile he, the only one who turns up every single time, has disappeared into thin air. everytime when we ask him if he's going, he says yes and never turns up.
people are turning insane. everyone's infatuated in writing novels, starts losing inspiration, stops and start on another story...
the world is changing so fast, i am starting to be afraid of it.an of course i tried to convince myself that this is just a nightmare, like what i tried doing two years ago.but apparently not.
haix, of course, i am happy some of my friends have not changed throughout, remaining the them i love them for.

malay was great. we had a feast in class while those stupid cheemology guys were presenting and no one was listening.....

Got it from the daily enlightenment, 1st september, find it very meaningful
Realise this -
such a simple thing
as easing yourself at the loo,
you have to do by yourself.
No one can do it for you.

Much more you have to do,
by yourself,
to release yourself,
totally,
from all unease.

hyperactivity? perhaps

I had a real good time @ 9:37 PM
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Monday, September 12, 2005

it's a very good point why am i worrying about freaking lychees and rambutans.
whatever the case is, miss yeo was speaking so nicely to me today. she must have gone mad
and some things make me wonder.
why people do stupids things that are equivalent to this scenerio:
I killed your mum, so i walk up to you and tell you "hey pal, i fired your mum's head and she's dead"
well, today kuolyn and i were rolling due to some bovine bullshit joke as well as some bullfrog joke la.
whatever the case is, i spent more and two hours [i think] AMI-ly making the ITPW webpage.
just contents and html left!
exams are approaching.

TOTALLY CANNOT MAKE IT!!!

I had a real good time @ 7:24 PM
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

someone broke half of her SMALL toenail and gae me a fright thinking it's the biggest toe..
=.=
life's running amok la, don't really know what's happening around me, to me nor anything else.
stuck in a dilemma between lychee and rambutan.
who'd love being stuck in one?
urgh.everything's smacking me straight in the face right now

I had a real good time @ 9:39 PM
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today.
ting went to SBMY with me
sad case she left earlier
Reason being
shixiong and zeming were discussing when a person's head is bigger, his brain is bigger and is therefore smart.

bryan tay?

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
ha-ha, bryan smart..

Rolls On The Floor Laughing My Arse Out[Rotflmao]

then that stupid singnet server crashed on me la.

so tired.

projects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grrrrrrrrrrrr

oh ya, the meditation today was good for me man..

I had a real good time @ 12:51 AM
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Friday, September 09, 2005

The Race!!!

today, leungyan, xunwei, renu and i went for the race, what race? THE RACE [ i am not trying to be stupid, it IS callaed THE RACE]so we met and crapped pretty much, and we saw Jeffery!!! the race was flagged off but we got the East side, of which the first stop was Geyland East Community library. Guess who was the station master? Serena! So we acted this really symbolic drama. It was so cool la! Then we had to look for two books: one on malay religion another on indian religion. guess how long it took for us to find the two books? 1 minute and 26 seconds! then we ran to the mrt and headed for bedok. the clue was tough but thanks to longan we managed to solve it!then renu spent 50cents to donate to the person to ask for directions WHO GAVE WRONG DIRECTIONS. next was the pasir ris stop in which we had to do that stupid cooking demostration and it was..lame...leungyan went : you have to stir the gelatine powder in the water till it dissolves...[after a few stirring actions, tilts bowl] see? it's dissolved.
was like...
diaos..
so we reached tampines....know what happened? we reached there at 11.50 am when the normal estimated time for us to reach was......

2.30pm

was like..

whaddha?!
so we went to eat at the s21 coffee shop. had nice nasi lemak. going back to the library to slack a little and await the video conferencing. so longan and i..

SLEPT!
well was so tired la...so sleep!! and thank you renu for you HOT PINK panadol pills. i needed them desperately. XD
the video conferencing was so fun lo! keke.
and we won the best resourseful team among the 15-20 schools because we only took 1min 26 secs to find TWO books [which were almost beside each other acually so it was pretty much of luck and 'cos serena was there!]and also because leung yan practically memorised the DDC.
what's the prize? i am glad we got this prize, because other prizes only consisted of either the buffet or the printer, while this has got both!
-A Lexmark P915 photo printer with a 2.5 inches LCD screen for previewing pictures as well as photobridge connectivity for direct printing without the use of PC worth two hundred and ninety nine bucks
-A complimentary dinner at Cafe Vic, Carlton Hotel
So shuang!
People, let's go to the buffet together!!!
the whole competition ended and the bookmark is so nice lo! because we got the best speakers!
we went to funan mall to celebrate! had pastamania[of which leungyan ate loads of cheese and went cheesy] and went to the food court to drink and discussed...the talk was like.... one and a half hours? around there.
I HAD SUCH GREAT FUN!
and thanks to longan, xunwei and renu for the nice time with all the crap, jokes. haha....
suddenly i love drama.
i hope we get better resources to improve.
because microphones are really limiting us
but whatever it is, i look forward to a better Drama club.
the kind with sheeyong and sharlene!
People. longan, xunwei, Let's JIAYOU!

I had a real good time @ 8:43 PM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005

I woke up at 3.15 pm today.
Actually was still reluctant to do so but couldn't get to sleep again.
Yesterday night there was this(these) freaking mosquito(es) that bit the hell out of me and i couldn't get to sleep.
so with two pillows and one bolster, i went to the study room cuz it has air conditioner in attempt to sleep sitting on one chair laying my head on the two pillows on the second chair. no use.in addition the air conditioner caused my nose to go uneasy
so i went to the living room..expected, there were as many mosquitoes (or isit the same one?)
in desperation, i went to sleep in my parents' room.which was pretty immune to the noise made in the morning so the past few days' lost sleep were all in today's sleep. and i just received a bad bad bad sms: tmr 740am at national library.
*Screams my head off*
then must meet earlier somewhere and go together
*screams again*
so now i'm having a bad throat, nose and mood.
whoa....i really cant stand schoolwork.
on the other hand, i'm quite on high mood today. no idea why i found Desmond's blog post funny [when i totally wasn't la].....
mabel's gone mad like longan has

yesterday's fun and craziness @ chinese garden, click on the picture to go to the webby to view the video

I had a real good time @ 3:27 PM
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seriously i think it's kawaii
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 1:22 AM
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

bryan with the whitewash SHIRT
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 11:09 PM
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monkey-red monkey
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 11:09 PM
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snails...dawn loves it too
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 11:08 PM
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bonfire?
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 11:08 PM
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fire sparklers bryan
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 11:07 PM
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deprived childhood (lost count)
Drawing A cloud on the sky...

I had a real good time @ 11:07 PM
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