A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Monday, July 25, 2005

hello...today was a happy day, in addition to the trouble-free crapping session with kuolyn yesterday night. for the first time in months, even years, i had felt so tranquil, so happy, so peaceful. it was such a nice feeling.however that pretty greatly busted my sms. i finally finished reading angels and demons. altough that took great effort, i have to admit that the book is worth reading depite setting me on my tiptoes, especially when i read it alone at night, when my parents are out and when my sis has already gone to bed. The day started out with pretty much laughter as the girls went into the toilet subsequently to take a good look at the pink shirt.
PE was,...erm...kind of lame with the lame touch rugby.during english kuolyn was pulled over to jinkee's seat and minying, kuolyn and i crapped thoughout the lesson.recess, hmm, let me think, oh ya... NICE dawn gave me a dirty yucky kick on my shin to indicate something....thanks so much..hahax...kidding...then later i spilled my meepok, causing some soup to stain my skirt, SO XIASWAY! hahax...but later went back to class with a cleaner skirt, and chemistry was more of a bombing session than a chemistry lesson. paper notes were flying all around, between the girls and the girls, the girls and the guys, the half guys and the girls...
let me tell you something. i enjoyed maths. it was fun. i don't know why. don't ask me either. and some pathetic guy up till now don't know what is RHS...cmi lor..and we're going to jurong bird park next week. i was like..whaddha?!
lunch we had a great great meeting and i, on behalf of the girls, apologise to bryan and jinhong, for kind of forcing them to come over and yet seperate the both of them. really sorry...but we finally managed to iron out the ironic situation and group ourselves after physics, although it was not THAT perfect. once again, i apologise. no doubt it is just a project work, but we were indeed pretty inco-operative, i admit to be so selfish and think of ourselves, about how we do not want to be with certain people, etc. but i admire the guys, they were pretty easy going. alhough reluctant, they still agreed to the arrangement made by us. i also admire canida for her *work is work, stop flooding your personal matters into it* spirit, although i do confess i am not that impartial and am unable to do it.
recalling the first day of school in 104 2004, mr chng was looking super serious when he came to project work. i stil remember every single word he said:
" I would like to specify on one matter, on project work. when i assign your groups, i do not want to hear any complaints. I do not want unproductivity to be the end product of any group work, especially if the reason is because you do not click well with the team members. project work is project work, i am asking you to do work and not be friends with the person. you may choose to have nothing to do with the person after the project work, but meanwhile, i do not want the same cliques to form the same groups over and over again. You should have the spirit of a leader-- being impartial between work and personal relationships. you are together for the sake of a project work, so i do not wish to address such matters."
he's so damn right. but few of us can do this.he also elaborated on the sportsmanship of the world's olympics champions. i think this concerns a little of uppekha, doesn't it? i may be wrong but that's what i think. thank you shixiong for clearing my doubts, and he suggested i use khanti, to have the patience to work with someone we don't click well with. seldom see him online and when i have doubts,bingo! he's here..hahax...under khanti said,
Practising patience and tolerance,
instead of seeing the ugliness in others,
a Bodhisatta tries to seek the good and beautiful in all.
[from xiong's blog XD]
well well, work is work, but work also depend greatly on socialising skills as well as human relationships. we should indeed be impartial, but out of 12, more than three quarter couldn't achieve it.it's a little metamorphosis, we have to socialise and have bonds with a person in order to work well with him, but you have to be impartial and not involve personal problems with work. so ironic. only two, of which i know of. i think xinhua is very easy going and suits everything. she does not raise any objections nor views, but she is alright with everything. go girl! she made the work somewhat easier. but i also want to apologise to her that she is not able to be in the same group as her dear ting ting is.
meanwhile, dear kuolyn was indeed mentally drained by this whole matter and i apologise, for, in the beginning trying to convince you into it. sorry. at least we're together now. well, sort of.before physics ended we went to sit with zr and i fell asleep.=/paisae...hehex.. last period was music and i have no comments about it. well, after that went to anchore(how to spell) point and watched the others enjoy their icecream=(no i do not want to cough like a seal once again.went to bryan's house, crapped a little, played some car racing in which i didn't know which direction i was going, and banging into walls. i admire jinhong for his scrabbles skill. but i bet i cook better scrambled eggs than you do. (jeex, kinda cold sia). on the way back we were up to lots of tricks, one moment it was locking dawn and jinhong in, another thinking how compatible and couple-like ting ting and jh look when they stood together, then walking at a fast pace to let the two enjoy their time, and later it was to dawn and jh. hahas...so messy yeahs? and we were actually discussing about jh wearing miniskirts and tubes so he can look sexier. we're sick in the mind la, but it was just for fun, and i hope you didn't find that offensive. but on the train i saw this really weird man--he was staring at dawn and i, and when his phone rang, which was in his hands, he did not bother to answer the call and continued staring.LOL. and i bought the airplant! too bad jantzen is down for renovation. SO SAD.the train was packed like siao and my shoulders were aching. home finally.
oh ya, when we went lot one on saturday, coli did something amusing. she went into the toilet cubicle, found it not the type she uses *whatever* and exits, telling the next person that the door is damaged when it isn't. so she was so siasway and was rushing to get out. hahahax...see? never even lie to strangers.

I had a real good time @ 7:09 PM
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