A Colourful Life of Colourful People

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGTING AND BAMBAMBRYAN!
Blah. i shan't post much about today except that it was a very tiring day although i had pretty much fun seeing some birthday airhead open his present. so pround of myself that i actually wrapped the present with alternate layers of paper and plastic so he couldn't tear it. well well...it's a very serious and shock decision to make but i have made it. i wash my hands off. im tired!
i did relatively okay for my chinese test and mushroom head haven't returned us our history paper. i want it back! malay erm..kind of slacked with songs from JJ's album..wheee....
had tuition..busy tuesday day...but nevertheless, wish the two birthday people who don't know each other cheerios and all the best. to
yt:jiayous for ur future endeavours!
bbb:same, and happy looking for pebbles(the true pebbles)!
i am tired. physically and mentally. we made the decision. FINALLY. it may be a relieve but it seems to be a matamorphosis. it's gonna rain. yay....
im pissed by the popular staff. very. humph. what attitude.
how much does the chemistry matters cost?
wadever. according to the popular webpage it is 8. IT BETTER BE.
let's go book hunting tomorrow.
what a nice idea. KUOLYN REPLY ME!!!
hahahax...i bet she's fallen asleep from all the tiredness.
to all who's depressed to cheer up, to all who's unhappy to be content, to all who's sad find happiness. IM CRAPPING. fine. may all be well and happy. *meditates*
come to think of it, i've not done meditation on my own accord for weeks. i need some to help me with some peace and calmness. and hopefully metta can radiate to some and let them be well and happy. i think it works. actually i am glad i can seek spiritual guidance from buddha and my seniors from sbmy, and i hope for those who do not, find one soon, be it god or buddha, may you once again, be well and happy...
honestly i think, in regard to a guy who feels lost, we need spiritual guidance. we need to believe in something, know ourself and find our true purpose of life. we should have an ultimate goal our life, and from what i see, it's pretty apparent you're leading your life blindly. it may not be a religion, it can be a philosopher, or you can seek various apiritual guidance, just the guidance from different religions, since you're a free thinker. books and articles help too, and i greatly recommend buddhanet. well, because it's the only one i know but it is sufficient, perhaps even too much than i can take. step by step, bit by but dude.

If you want me to do something and kb me, don't ask me to do it. you're so unreasonable. i can take this no longer. don't ask me for favours. i don't care. BUZZ OFF. i wash my hands of. you're not even up to date by the terms and condition and you demand them to do it. U'RE UNREASONABLE! WHY?!

I had a real good time @ 9:43 PM
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