HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIYI!
to kaiyi: i may not know you very well, but all the best for your career and life! may you be well and happy!
i stepped out of the school compound reaching the side gate only to realise i did not bring my phrasal verbs book home. argh forget it. im too tired to walk all the way back that long long long way to grab a book. i am so blur la. still telling sky today is wednesday. Cannot make it. Common test is nearing which means lack of sleep, pia`ing and some gathering at the library is nearing. wahh today...super tiring and busy.first was waiting for mr chow to help to get the cake in, then saw jinhong so jinkee and i shouted "Cecelia" from above and he actually turned to look...hahax.. first was maths which i didn't find boring at all, later Chinese. the chinese lesson was spent highlighting and writing. recess chionged then heng heng saw mr chow and got him to help me grab the cake from the fridge. then went down to canteen with 112. haha... mr chng looked funny covered with crazy ribbons and having that shocked look when i told him i flunked all three JCs...so funny...as usual, the brownie is super compact and mr chng had a hard time cutting, worrying that the plastic knife might break given the rate it was bending--dangerously.he was like" wahh...zhe4 yang4 ying4! zhe3 me4 cake lai2 de4?!hen3 pa4 na4 ge4 dao1 duan4 diao4 lei!"[i still wonder how he manages to be an english teacher] luckily it didn't..well so proceeded to cutting the cake like siao, and had to *smuggle* five slices for the girls who was chiong`ing their art.
next was of course, art which i was pretty sian diao with..designing the stupid lanterns. geography just sat and stoned. well miss tan's farewell tingting and i had a great time whispering "sweet nothings" and seeing the two gross guys feeding each other. ting and i spent a great time obsering others as well and then laughing. such a great session. we had pizza too! back to class for ACC, draw what stupid flower lor..anyhow anyhow la..then is like.there's some goodness not to be so muscular if nto you'll be unable to do calligraphy in thin strokes. (jh you can console yourself la hor)...but it's surprising this guy's calligraphy is quite nice.then accidentally stained jh's shirt...sorry...=.=
drama club we ordered pizza (again) and KFC. so renu and i sat stoning away, doing nothing, listening to music. haix...our school is so short of english teachers.5 gone in two months... too bad lor *shruggs*
i miss everyone. then when drama ended i chiong to class without dawn's bag, and realised choir just dismissed so ran down to find dawn and found her! ^^ so we walked to central..and i shall let you guys solve on riddle which is so easy but one stupid guy couldn't solve and thought the others could not...apparenly dawn and i did..
" What is the end of time and the beginning of eternity?"
ans: ee
Lame right? i so look forward to this guy in a cap and with layered and styled hair sia...(no sarcasm hor)
To mr chng: All da best for your teaching career...other stuff all written in the paper..
Miss Tan: I'd had a great time with you as an english teacher as well as a literature, and i wish you all the best for your studies.
Sec 4s: actually i ain't that close to you guys except for lendl i guess, so jiayou grow taller. also, you MUST remember to tell me her reaction when you tell her, and i definitely will grow taller than you kk? wheee~ai dong gua! lalala...
it's such a long post...so happy i can go maths trail. hope i'll enjoy it and i hope i get zero blisters...looking forward to tomorrow-homework day and sunday--sbmy, half.
i am NOT done with my post yet. i am so longwinded, but i read wencai's blog and found it super meaningful--
Truly, if a person could regard the mistakes of others as just another encounter with an imperfect human being we all are, he will be a very happy and refined person worthy of cheerful and lasting companionship. Such a character will be most attractive for he will be able to understand why a person behave or conduct themselves in a certain way, thus able to accept the flaws in each individual person. That penetrating insight to human nature.
One of which is the ability to be aware that all human beings have something called pride deeply rooted within the human consciousness. They will always be on the path to impress others in one way or another. The more deprived a person is of attention and recognition, the greater the urge to display their ability, sometimes at the expense of other people's pride.
blah. it struck me so hard and strongly reminded me of the current situation i am stuck in right now--to be or not to be. i admit i cannot be so magnanimous. i tend to see faults in people although i am fully aware that i ain't perfect either. maybe we should forgive her. but she's done so much so much my patience is running out. but this post by wencai made me think..think whether it is my fault that i or rather, we are only finding her faults and not looking at her positive points. this is the third time i am trying and to tell the truth, i am scared-scared that this friendship will fail me once again. what led me in this dilema is that if we were to see her good side, will this be true, or is it like another act, another drama, another play, and me as an audience who simply takes everything in. on the other hand, after this whole incident, we are already biased against her and it will be tough to look at her in a totally new perspective. but it's the third time, twice this friendship has failed me and i am close to giving up hope. this problem, i admit is very very complicated and requires much wisdom, which i have as little as a grain of sand. i think i should let go of this friendship and concentrate on the others. i've been spending so much time thinking, "analysing", in fact weeks, and even drama i think about it i am so blur. after seeking help from shixiong and wencai, i've finally made the decision after much thinking, not like that day due to frustrations. thanks Wencai and Shixiong for the advice!
why is everyone getting so paranoid ar? =.=
i like victor's nick: so what's done can never be undone so just face the fact and learn from your mistake.she never seem to.
trust, friendship.ironic. is it, with trust, then comes friendship, or is it with friendship, you build up trust? there are many points to argue. if you don't trust a person, you won't be a befriend with him/her, but how are you supposed to find trust in a person without friendship in the first place? im crapping..in an unstable state of mind liao...siao siao..
to jinkee and minying: sorry, i know i have been neglecting you guys a lot these few days, i apologise...
well, i don not wish to comment on jh's sister's piano playing...*BURSTS OUT IN LAUGHTER*
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